I'm alone. And Darkness is all around me. My wish is for it all to end... But They are within my every thought. Here I cannot find peace.
Even now as I talk to you, they whisper. I am Demp. I have lived for uncounted seconds, uncounted minutes, uncounted hours. But I was born today. I have never seen a sunrise; my eyes opened after my son, set; I’ve only the night- this starless night. The night of my birth and reincarnation. I have no face, I have no skin, and I have nothing covering my scarred heart. I am Demp only because that’s what They called me. They; the shadows that dance within my mind's very thoughts. Twisting and laughing, echoing in mine ears until the world boils. That heat Impeaches my senses, and enrages what’s left of my soul. They still tempt me with freedom. They still tease me with their secretive whispers and tantalizing smiles. Asking, can I free myself? Smiling with their tainted smiles. I find I hate them.
Damn them, they have told me how to free myself. They spin their sunny words just so, to make the point ever so painfully clear. I have the key to my own cell, they murmur, but what will be the cost of opening that door? I once was afraid of that choice. But now, now that I have nothing to lose. I still cannot do it. I cannot let them go unpunished. I will not let them win so easily. I know the way out. But I will make them suffer their own game before I leave.
Each of them are reflected in the faces of those around me. I need to know what they know. Every waking moment I search. I have sworn that one-day I shall have more then they. Knowledge is power, and power is what I’ll need to beat them.
Myths, I hate them. Therefore I cannot turn to theology; it varies from too many facts. I have found one that I can sustain myself working within, and that shall appease me for now. True Fact, it is what the deep gnomes used. They discovered it and they used its power. But they are no more... So I must start from the beginning. The beginning is the study of life, in every form. I have searched my world for its every sign. And I have been not disappointed. Still, I find that there is something about this soul of life… something that I cannot separate myself from. I hear a call from within me. Do I need anything more? Am I missing something? What have I overlooked? When my mind calls upon these questions I find no answers but one. No. I live for my revenge, and I will not let tricks of the shadows waver my course. I will master them.
Painful my search has become. Now in this city… in this disgusting city I have located my foes, but it comes at a cost. Humans. They are all the same; they are ignorant, they want territory, they want to be the leader of their pack. They want what think they do not have. Only, they have no idea why they seek it. They guess, they imagine, they assume that when they have all of the things they don’t have, that their life will be different. Better. They are wrong. There is nothing left. We are waiting here to die. And Die we shall, it is the unavoidable cost of living… But first… I must get my revenge.