The journal is a small, scruffy book - just as the handwriting in it's pages are. Everything is written in red ink - most likely because it's Ruby's favourite colour...or because she wants it to look like blood to make others nervous.

Entry 1 - New Life in the Underdark

Well mateys, you'll never guess what happened to me. I was kidnapped by drow! The bastards took me into the underdark but I escaped them before I became any mere slave! Hahaha!! ...Then again...they'd probably left me be if I ain't tried to steal their ship. I hope the rest of me crew get out alive. I was lucky to find this sanctuary.

This place blows, but I found a way of living now - dear old Bruno has let me meet his captain, and now I am a member of the Deep Pirates. Not much of change from the life I used to live above, eh?

I've already been battered by some of the Captains rivals. I'm sure joining this crew is gonna prove a lotta fun, and hopefully rewarding.

The Great Cannonball Ruby

Entry 2 - Upper vs Lower vs Me

Well, I've had an intresting and tiring day, bloody hell!

I was nearly taken to trial when this dummy, Lucas, thought I tried to kill him! Can you believe that? Alright fair enough, I hit him a couple of times with me arrow, but I was just helping my friends...the friends being the pathetic bullies in the lower. But the funniest thing was, he and his mates dragged me all the way up to Upper (me pratically leading the way, heh) and then getting no where, the guard just set me free. But that's how it is when you're the Great Cannonball Ruby!

I just wish that witch that was with him didn't knick me stuff after beating me to a pulp. Even after I tried to help her! I swear, some of the people in the upper have their heads so far up there own ass, they could see out of their bloody mouth! ... ...

I don't think I'm welcome in the Upper for a while, but I know I still got friends up there, like good old Glowen.

I don't really care about the civil war or whatever. I mean I was accused of being an ex-tigereye...who are they? Huh? But I prefur it in the lower, the people there are my kinda people and I've done a lot more with myself than I would have in the Upper...everyone kind of slow up there...bit boring.

I'll guess I'll have to start being careful or something.

Cannonball Ruby

Entry 3 - Higher Exploration

You know, I was starting to get worried about living here in the sanctury. I haven't seen Jhaad in a long time - neither have I seen Bruno or Rasham to see if they knew where he might be. He better come back soon otherwise joining the Deep Pirates would have been for nothing!

Not only that - serveral of the thugs in Lower have rejected me since the question my 'loyality'. What the fuck is that all about? Why would I be loyal to any bastards like them? I'm here to earn money and a name for myself! Their wierd anyway - theirs ways of having fun or being 'bad' is beating up other people that come into the lower. I aim for higher things than that!

But things are looking up. I guess I have some people who look down at me in Upper because I was hanging out with some of the thugs in Lower - but people up there ain't that bad. It's okay as long as you advoid those proud paladin types.

I met a couple of elves - one who named herself Silver who I especially liked, a woman called Erin who actually gave me this bit of chipped Ruby! Orias, a follower of tempus, that cute little Bodoc character and this guy called Kepler who is pretty hung up on exploration and research. But he was alright, bit of fun to hang around with.

But I am starting to think - after talking with Kepler - maybe I could start my own crew if I don't see Jhaad again...I really want to get out and explore that dark sea!

R.Cannonball

Entry 4 - A Pirate's Name

I was asked today, why Cannonball? And as usual I was ever so happy to tell the small story behind it. Pirates tend to get odd nicknames during their life at sea - though you gotta be quite an intresting pirate to earn such a name. Mine became The Cannonball. I guess there were several reasons as I was considered crazy, vicious and has a habit of diving head first into trouble just like the cannonball being shot from the cannon!

I've been thinking more about finding away to explore the dark sea down here. I might be able to purchase a ship, apperently someone else is looking to do the same thing - prehaps I should seek him out.

The Cannonball!

Entry 5 - Dark Secrets

Met with Kepler again today and we visited the Blue Mushroom, though I saw no chances of purchasing a boat there.

Something quite bizzare happened when Kepler was playing with his magic cards - he some how summoned this ball of blue light that spoke to me whilst he was some sort of trance. One thing led to another - and he's asked me to find an Organic key that used to be sold in the lower before that one inn was destroyed. I might get some reward out of it - so I'll ask about next time I'm in lower.

Too add to that...I told Kaddaz, that dark knight, my darkest secret.

A whole paragraph has been scribbled out with so much rage that there are holes through the page. We got talking and I've learnt about him. It's odd - him an ex-paladin and me an ex-pirate (well at the moment, because the is no damned sea to sail on!) weren't that different.

Ruby

Entry 6 - A Fake Death

Kaddaz asked me if I trusted him a couple of days ago, which was a bit bizzare. Well of course I do - I trust myself enough to trust him with my darkest secret!

But, gods, something real wierd happened today. A robed man, we reckon he was a sharren. But after we couldn't help him with one thing, he said we wouldn't live though the quest and vanished.

Whilst in clown land we got attacked by him and his shadow minions. Some of us returned to the inn to get some rest and the guy appeared again and attacked May, he also took out Kaddaz.

Apperently, if Merien killed someone - the robed man would keep his hands away from others. I let her 'kill me' and I think it might have worked. I don't know how long I led on the ground pretending to be dead, but hey - he went away.

Kaddaz, couple of paladins (ugh) and I went to go get info out of the trader at the Lost Shop as he was believed to have ties. But paladins being paladin fucked it up and we got nothing.

R.Cannonall.

ps. I decided to ask Kaddaz if he trusted me today - and he said 'I do'. Odd guy, huh?

Entry 7 - Seeking the Way

I've heard nothhing more of the Sharrens, but that barely matters to me anymore.

Went to the the troll caves today and it didn't turn out well. We lost Orias - which was a real shame, he was an alright guy. I would have much rather seen that stupid blonde paladin get crushed by a rock!

Elina kept talking down to Jon after he summoned a ghost (oh no!!), I invited him for a drink to calm down and he then invited me to meet with Ko'rus. I'm now an Agent of the seekers with Jon the bard. I've decided I want to get the hell out of here - I miss rain, sun and fresh air. The Seeker guys are kinda scary and a bit crazy cos they keep talking of 'The Way', but this will be worth it!

Jon's a real nice guy, he even gave me a flower. No ones ever given me a flower before...or called me 'sweet' ... he's wierd. But I like him.

Agent 666

Entry 8 - Fear vs Desire

Well my dear mateys, you'll never believe what dear Ruby has found now. I have found Jon, and it's nice cos he really cares for me. I got admit the whole thing is kinda scary - I dunno what to do, I dunno how to handle it! But its making me feel happy deep down - real happy - like a hole that's been empty since ... (words scribbled out here). I won't say much on the subject because I get confused.

But he has written a fantastic book which I enjoyed reading, plus he signed it for me....hehe.

On top of that, we went to that portal in the lower and ended up in that palace like place. Whilst we were looking about two umberhulks just popped out of a magical portal, follwed closely by a mindflyer. He was all like 'You must leave this place is being taken over by the Illililithdididers thingys'. So we did.

Hope we're not in too much trouble though!

'Bally'

Entry 9 - Blarg, relationships.

I can't do it, I can't be in a relationship. I can't deal with this strain and this lovey dovey stuff. I thought Jon died today! It was too confusing - people cry after loved ones dies, I didn't, I felt nothing and I should have felt something. I cried when dear old Captain Jasper passed away all those years ago - but not when Jon did.

He's a nice guy, I will always like him because he was so nice to me ... but I just can't be whatever he needs. He wants hugs and this constant reassurance that I am save. I am never completely safe, no one ever is and The Great Cannonball Ruby loves to live life on the edge!! I tried, I really did, to enjoy a relationship the way he did, but no, i don't think it will work.

And I can't tell him, he'll cry or something.

Oh Tymora, what am I going to do now?

On the side - I do not know of anything that has been happening in the seekers. I'm starting to wander if it's been worth joining up.

The not feeling so Great Cannonball Ruby

Entry 10 - Free as the Leaf

Yey! I don't have to worry about that silly relationship business anymore. Though Jon has proven to me how weak willed he really is - and how I know for a fact I couldn't cope with him. I'm pretty sure it was because of me he started hiding behind a helmet and wearing dark robes instead of his colourful suits. It was beyond pathetic - I got so angry that I punched him in the face...but sadly he was still wearing the helmet and it porbably hurt me more than it hurt him.

I had a nice long converation with Wyric today about the subject, I hadn't seen for a while anyway, and he made me feel better too.

But there is still one small thing that is bugging me ever so slightly - and after I have written it down I hope I don't care for it any longer. I heard Meri and this Leaf girl talking soon after I'd sorted things out with Jon. And it's obvious that woman has fallen 'in love' with him (which surprised me, she seemed a hell of a lot more tougher than that to me) - great, hopefully he can give Jon all that lovey crap he needs. But it sounds like Jon has already fallen 'in love' with her. I guess he never did 'love me'. People say he did...but maybe he just wanted a someone to be 'his girl' so much that he became obsessed (and it reeeally felt like that). I guess was kinda hoping I won someones heart (even though I couldn't return the favour) through my personailty and the way I was for once...but maybe it isn't to be (there is some barely readable writing here that ruby decided to scribble out anyway)

Oh well, mateys, time to get back to what I love doing most! Living the way of The Great Cannonball Ruby!!

The Great Cannonball Ruby!!

Entry 11 - Mugged?! Me?!

I couldn't believe it, the Great Cannonball Ruby got mugged! The dumb bitch took my gems. How dare she?! She mentioned Daniel Tane before hit she finished me off - stupid girl. I haven't found her yet, but I gave Tane a piece of my mind! I hope he gets a bruise or something where I hit him...but then again...I think he may have just hit me back a little bit too hard...how rude, hitting a lady.

He tried to give me some bullshit about him not knowing about it and saying he wasn't a theif. He doesn't need to be a bloody theif he's got others to do it for him!

But on the bright side of things, I met a nice guy called Arttro, nice name too - I've earned a fair a bit of coin aswell! Enough to get some new armour - its ugly - but its armour!

Jon on the other hand ... I don't think he's over me yet, it kinda annoyin because he keeps saying all these nice things about me and its making me feel real bad.

Ruby

Entry 12 - Friends and Enemies

I think I am going to stay at the blue mushroom for a bit. It's getting risky for me to stay in the sanctury night and day - I've been attacked 3 or 4 times this week and I think I'm making some 'unwise' enemies. I was robbed, I 'offended' the Cave Worm Clan and my enchantments were randomly dispelled by some human male on the way to lower.

I prefur it here anyway - the gnomes mind their own business and I like being by the lake.

I told Kyle what I really thought of him today - I said I thought he was a perv, and no, he didn't take it well at all!

I met the orc called Maalgor as well - he was an odd one asking me questions about why I was at the blue mushroom. He told me his name and that he was the last of this clan and then said no more. Seemed nice enough, even if he was wearing a skull mask.

I've been speaking with Kaddaz again, it's been a while since that day. He's the one that gave me the idea to come the blue mushroom since I remember when he was sick with the sanctuary.

Cannonaball.

Entry 13 - Burning Lava

I knew the bad news as soon as Alia and Fyrian told me to sit down. Jon was dead - how he died, I don't know, I don't want to know. Fyrian left me with his shield also saying his farewell - when will he be back? I don't know.

I am up in the blue mushroom again and I am struggling to figure out how i feel. I feel angry and guilty the last thing I said to Jon was - "Stop sticking up for me, Jon! You're not gonna win me back!" and the next thing I know he's been killed. I can't help be feel partially responsible for some reason.

I feel like there is a build up of lava inside me, burning me making me do crazy things...like agreeing with Maalgor's ways...I dunno how to get rid of it...maybe if I hurt someone...or if I hurt myself...maybe just crying in the best thing to do...but I am not sure how to cry I only cried when sweet old Captain Jasper passed on.

I do feel mad, I feel crazy like I felt years ago when other bad thing were happening to me. I dunno what to do.

Where is Tymora? It's like not even her bright smile that has kept me alive all these years isn't enough to crack through the rock of the underdark.

C.R

Entry 14 - Still Lucky

I've cooled off a little since Jon's passed away...but his brother Angus has appeared on the scene...I don't quite know what to say to him.

I thought I might die today - I caught that horrid plague 'The Rotting Death'. It was nasty and made me smell bad too! But I am The Great Cannonball Ruby meaning I don't stay ill for long!

Wyric got his hands on some potions that could heal us from the plague. When we made sure we were far from the infected ones, we drank our potions and headed to hide in the Blue Mushroom until this whole thing blows over.

So I'm back at the Mushroom again good and well. But I hope my friends back in Sanctury get well soon and I hope the plague doesn't get much worse.

I'm glad I'm stuck here with someone like Wyric, he's easy to talk to, real nice to me and funny as well. I was real lucky he gave his second potion to me, which reminds me - I must thank you that Fire Priest for giving them to Wyric in the first place.

Tymora hasn't forgotten about me! I feel bad for ever doubting her!

The Great and Not Plauged Cannonball Ruby!

Entry 15 - Law Returns

The plague is gone and I am free to wander Sanctury again. And it looks like things in Lower are starting to improve, what with the new council and all.

All my friends are still alive and well, which makes me feel a lot better - though it's sad too hear what happened to Talia.

Some warrior of Kelemvor pissed me off today, I have nothing against his god, but offended Tymora. Who in the hells does that?! He's lucky he was in an inn in a lawful place, cos I would have made sure he lost both his eyes for being so cocky.

C.R

Entry 16 - Weddings and Well...Wyric...

Nina and Shayne got married today! It was the first wedding I have ever been too and it surprised me. I really can't believe two people can become so dedicated to each other that they would want to be with eachother till death.

Verisa, being a paladin of Sune, believed in it greatly and talked to me about it for a long while. It's an intresting subject I must admit. I truely hope she find that one man one day - she doesn't know it, but she's the one who truelly deserves it.

But...Wyric...I dunno...I really like him, he makes me laugh and I asked him and he said he really liked me. I don't want anything serious and nor does he but...I dunno...it's complicated with what I've been through - I don't want to be abused again...but I know he won't abuse me... I think.

He asked me not to dream about him all night, silly guy - everyone knows you can't control your dreams, so maybe I will. But hells, who knows - maybe he will dream about me all night? That would be quite nice...hm...

Ruby.

Entry 17 - I am a Idiot!

I am such an idiot sometimes, Wyric and I agreed to a spar today. He's a lot stonger than me so I got more and more fruhstrated as he pretty much kicked my ass...even though it was just a bit of fun. What did the Great Cannonball do? She hit him with a fucking arrow. What was I thinking?! Gods in the earth how dumb can you get?! I just lost control again.

I still feel real guitly, but Wyric did forgive me. Rather than hitting me back - he said the fact that I felt bad about it was a good enough 'punch in a face' - and it did hurt quite a bit.

But my idiot phase didn't fail me there, Oh no! I hugged him, completely out of the blue! Why? I dunno, I just felt like it. I did as I felt (like i normally do) and...well...I'm such an idiot. I feel like I have made a complete fool of myself. I can't stop thinking about it and him and its making me confused and I get mad when I am confused. It better be cleared up soon!

The Great Idiot.

Entry 18 - Tymora Smiles on Me!

It has been a depressing day Jozan is dead and Druzilla. I got so mad and angry but managed to retain it. Cleo got drunk, something about memories she's been trying to forget...she has no clue what a bad memory is I bet...and she sits their and cries about whilst I fight through mine.

But I am lucky I know Tymora watches me even though I sometimes feel she is so far away as I dwell in this dark place. I've cheated death twice today because I am able to hang on and I have made some true friends down here. Such as Merien, Verisa, other members of the House of Light, Gorno, Liss and of course Wyric.

After I got nearly eaten by a Deep Lizard, Wyric actually carried me all the way back to the sanctuary! And stayed with me until he was sure I was well again!

I have plans to join the Seekers officially, to help my goal of getting to the surface.

I'm also going to help Gorno as much as possible - I can't believe how satisfying it feels sometimes to help someone in need.

The Great and Lucky Cannonball Ruby.

Entry 19 - Seeker Ruby

I've managed to keep myself very busy lately, by helping the seekers and the house of light. I have found myself spending more time in lower as well, guess I truely get on with those people a lot more than I do with the people of upper - bar a few of my good friends of course.

I've lost control in fighting to much as of late - I was crazy enough to run into a fight with a beholder for crying out loud! And orges! The quest to the Sandy Caverns will be unforgetable ... in the bad way.

On the good side of things, I've been thinking less of Wyric. I've noticed when I am around him I become a weaker person, at least that's what it feels - I haven't seen him in three days, guess it's a good thing.

And I have finally become a Seeker! I can start doing something useful!

Seeker Ruby

Entry 20 - Single Kiss

I've been talking with Wyric again today - and I feel like something has changed, in a good way. He comfronted me about how I felt today - even though I am sure he knew the whole time.

He held me and said it wouldn't work - and I know he is right, I don't want another situation like Jon again. I know all I need from him, and all need is to feel I trust him and know that he trusts me - I couldn't ask for more. What I WANT on the otherhand is an entirly different matter. He gave me one single (glorious, wonderful) kiss (that made me feel like I never did before) and I feel confused again - ((babble is written here in which she has given up on and crossed out))

Bah! I'll never get the hang of this stuff.

But on the bright side, I love being a seeker and I can't wait to really get stuck in. Plus Wyric has shown an intrest in becoming one. I think he's perfect, the Seekers are always looking for information and so is Wyric. Plus, he wants to get the hell outta here.

Ruby.

Entry 21 - So Close...

Plans for getting a ship for the seekers are actullly taking off. And I will be captain! We got so close today whilst saving a loada slaves from the Mur. A bunch of fish people tried to get back to bloppililoolala island or whatever and we chased them down with the gnomes ship.

We caught it and nearly got the chance to keep it! But it farking sank! I really, really want a ship! And I was so close. Of course it didn't help with the couple of other idiots trying to claim it for themselves...they forgotten who I am? The Great Cannonball? Yeesh.

Guess we'll have to think about this a little harder!

Seeker Ruby

Entry 22 - Tomb Raider I really do hate paladins sometimes and that bloody goody goody act. I happened to slips a little something from a coffin or two in the temple of hoar when Goody Boy Paladin Sammy saw me.

He went and told Shane! Yeesh, well, guess it's better than telling the hoariens...even though I gave back the treasure in the end...well...at least something equal.

I never understood it fully - I get the whole 'respect the dead' thing. But seriously, is taking their treasure really such a bad thing? I mean, they're not gonna use it, it could go towards much more useful things. Like the children in lower, some other charities....or funding me... It's not like I do it out of direspect - if that was true I would be stealing arms and legs and other bits of body - that they still don't have a use for!

Shane got me out of trouble though, great guy, he even managed to make sure the Hoarian didn't get to mad at me! Being a seeker is great.

I was lucky again, very lucky, things worked out juuuuust right. I must be Tymora's favourite or something!

I saw Wyric today, feels like the first time I've chatted to him in a while. He's hiding some secrets that I wish he told me, but I think he may do oneday. He said when 'the time is right'.

I felt sad saying good night to him tonight. I'm sitting in my bed in the seekers all and I feel oddly lonely.

Ruby.

Entry 23 - Sorted Confusion

I lost control again today - May died - I couldn't help it. I took my anger out on a sign luckily, but when Wyric tried to interupt me I kinda of ended up knocking him over. I miss May and Jozan...but I feel happy for them now - I know they're together in there own little world, which is best for them!

I finally sorted things out with Wyric. We like eachother, and I believe we like eachother a lot. But we don't want ruin our friendship. It already happened with Jon and he actually died. Though I am not going to get confused and angry about it anymore, I dunno, it's hard to explain. I don't want a serious relationship thing at all. Just want someone to rely on and maybe a little more. But it's enough for me! But I did kinda screw up when I thought it would be okay to have a hug, I just felt like doing it, so I did...but it felt real awkward in the end...hn...this still might be a little complacted.

Got to know Raithe Hunt today - he's being telling us about his past...it's a dark one at that.

Cannonball.

Entry 24 - My Single Tear

I don't quite understand, I've been feeling down lately. Ever since Wyric showed me his 'weak side'. It made me feel like I could I dunno, cry or something - as if it was okay to do so. I went to hug him again, like to comfort him or something but I think a was truely seeking some sort of comfort from him.

So many of my friends have died...Korus, May, Jozen, Jon, others and Chaos - who's body I carried back to upper from the temple of hoar. I normally get angry when I think of their deaths but now I feel down...and I miss the sea more than ever, I miss my crew.

On the other hand...my fighting has improved greatly, maybe I am thinking straight rather than...loosing my temper all the time.

I am not sure what to say or think. I dunno if I feel calmer or sadder.

My plan to get a ship, I hope I can make it happen soon.

Hn...I cried with Wyric...just one tear, gods, this dark place makes no sense out of anything - but I can't let it beat me.

Ruby.

Entry 25 - Delerium

For the first time in almost two years I had one of my mental 'attacks'. I can't remember everything very well, it's all a little blurry.

It all started when Tarnis, I and a party set out to hunt down some fey for their arrows. To cut a long story short, Grundigle mistook our party for trying to hunt him down.

His party attacked us - but luckily I managed to reason with them and they refraimed from killing us. Taint did get away with my seeker key and gold.

Anyway, considering how bad of a state I have been in emotionally lately I was exhausted when I returned to upper. I collapsed in the inn. Wyric, Sin, Merle and Fuinnel were there. I remember wanting to get out and then suddenly wanting to be on my boat again.

I remember using every ounce of strength to get there, but the arms were to strong and held me back. They tied me down and I couldn't go anywhere. I was trapped until I came too again.

I had hurt Merle during my delerium, in which I deeply regret.

I still feel confused and stuffed up in my head,,,I feel as if I need to speak with Wyric again.

As for Grundigle. I'm gonna stick friendly with him...it might help the seekers...and the gobbo's not a half bad fella anyay...and well..he can also kill at the snap of a finger.#

Ruby

Entry 25 - They Blame Me

Today started off great. I went to the temple of hoar with Nina, Shayne and Verisa (oh and an odd gnome called Perem who's obsessed with me being a squire). We did the usual clean out but we when in deeper this time and we came across a bone golem!

The battle was a hard one but we finally won when I hit it with a burning hands spell!

Thats was the good part of the day...the bad part...well I lost control again. And this time I got Wyric and Merle hurt. There was this idiot that I didn't get along to well with - he called me a whelp, wench and whole bunch of other things - but I didn't back down.

The odd thing was...Wyric stuck up for me - he even dared him to the fight in the arena. Sadly Wyric lost...even sadder the guy was actually pretty damned good with a great axe.

He something rude to me before he left in which I reacted too. Then we reutned...we agued...then fought. Heh - I nearly got him even though he struck me down three times. But he hurt Wyric and Merle in the process.

They blamed it on me. They say I've got to control my temper. They say I nearly got all of us killed.

I dunno what to do. I don't think my temper is that bad...but I guess I've been wrong a couple of times before.

He attacked me first...I just couldn't stop...I wanted to see him fall.

Merle wants to give me 'anger management'.

I ((here the pen runs off the page where Ruby has just fallen alseep in the middle of her entry - battered and tired after the long day.))

Entry 26 - The Deep Iolite

I have a ship! We took it from the fish face pirates who were camping near the lost shop and got lost in the dark lake and got saved by a gnome in a thick fog who took us back to the canal ward. It was a manic adventure!

Hrn, not everyone who became the temporary crew was happy with my leadership tho. But the, they failed to understand the rules of a ship concerning the captain and the crew.

I should worry about my reputation as a seeker tho...the unhappy members of the party were quite keen to make sure I got in trouble. They don't realise what I have bought to sanctury. But Adella of the watch was with me - and I have promised her that the watch is welcome to use the ship through me. But I hope to do the same for other people of the sanctury.

Got a lot of work to do, but now we can explore the dark lake and look into more methods of escaping the undedark!

Captain Cannonball of the Deep Iolite.

Deep Iolite Check List!

Things I got to do before I get the ship back on the dark lake!

-Find away around the fey problem in canal -Get permission to keep Deep Iolite in the docks -Find a safe way to navigate the underdark ((crossed out)) -Learn how to use the mechanical scew ((crossed out)) -Get some decent black sails -Paint the ship a dark colour -Design a flag!

-Get a crew First mate (Adewale) Boatswain/Second mate (Wyric) Mechanic Navigator Look out Bard Magic finger Healer of sorts Strong crew men

-Find a captains hat -Rope, rope and more rope -- ((crossed out)) -Get some catapults or something ((crossed out)) -Make some Sound's ((crossed out)) -Make my law. ((crossed out))

((this list is obviously added to and scribbled on often))

Entry 27 - Plans to Sail

Plans for the Iolite are taking a hold -I've collcted rope and started hiring the worthy crew it deserves!

Still gots loads to do so I must stay focused! Though it shouldn't be too hard, I am living out a dream here!!

Hrm, tho' thoughts of Wyric are distracting ever so slightly. He hugged me good night out of the blue tonight - and it was nice. I've noticed a trend - he seems a lot happier when I don't bug him about his personal life. I've told him much about mine. But maybe he will just tell me in his own time. I felt so drawn to him tonight it was kind of sad watching him leave.

But I've decided not to let my feelings for him be confusing ones. He is my most trusted friend. And we will be friends that will reach the surface together what ever happens between is -weither it be a hug or a whole army of beholders.

I really enjoy spending time with him - I know Wyric is the best man to be my Bos'n.

Ooh and I hope Adewale around too...the two really need to meet, the three of us are gonna have to work hard together

I will get some well deserved rest now! Nextdark i will cotinue working until the Deep Iotlite is worthy to sail!

Ruby.

((one sharp line crosses diagonally over the page rendering it useless - but still readable))

The Deep Iolite Contract

All individuals interesting in becoming a member of the Deep Iolite's crew MUST agree to and sign this contract.

Captain, First Mate and Boatswain -Whilst on the ship the Captains word is law, in this contract the captain is 'obliged' to several things to keep the rules fair, but only obliged to do so. -The Captain's law only implies just before boarding right up till just after departing the Deep Iolite. -The crew will ultimately follow the captains orders - but they are also expected to take orders from the First Mate or Boatswain as they hold a certain authority on the ship and are usually passing on commands the captain will agree with. -If the captain should die or becomes unable to fill her/his roll then the First Mate or Boatswain will take up the role as captain - who takes the role will be decided between the pair of them in a sensible manner. -If neither the First Mate or the Boatswain is present for the voyage, the captain will elect a temporary Frist Mate before they cast off. He/she will expected to take duties as captain if the captain should fall. -When a important decision need to be made the Captain will be obliged turn to the First Mate and/or Boatswain and ask their thoughts. They will decide on a course of action. If they struggle to meet an agreement, the Captain is obliged to pass the decision to the crew and give them a chance to vote.

The rest of the crew and voting -Any problems with the captains decisions will be taken up with the captain AFTER the voyage, not during. -Members of the crew are welcome to suggest ideas and courses of actions to the captain but will not go as far to starting an argument. -The crew may be expected to vote to help the Captain decide the best course of action. Everyone on the crew is allowed to vote except the Captain. The Captain is obliged to agree with the majority of votes. If the voting is to decide the best punishment for a crew member - then that crew member is NOT allowed to vote.

Health -The surgeon is expected to keep the crew healthy and take a chance to help anyone when he/she has a spare moment. -During a voyage the Captain is obliged to allow the crew a break - especially between rowing and after an attack -During this break the surgeon must take his chance to check and get everyone back to full health as best he/she can -The surgeon should check the captain, first mate and boatswain before everyone else -If there is a major casualty's that will become the surgeons priority - he/she should elect an Assistant healer to check everyone else whilst he/she deals with any major case.

Oars -There must be at least one man at each of the fours oars when the captain instructs to row - two to each oar is possible -It is up to the oarsmen to keep the strength on each side of the ship equal. - Timing will be set by the Captain or the Entertainer. Anyone attempting to chant or instruct a different time is up for punishment. -Oars men are allowed to chant along with the correct time. -If someone stops rowing with out the Captains permission - they can be put up for punishment. -Oarsmen are allowed to ask permission for a break and Captain is obliged to agree depending on the situation. -If the ship is attacked directly by monsters the oarsmen should still wait for the Captain call to attack. But the Captain is obliged not to punish any oarsmen if the situation was desperate.

Screw -Only the Mechanic or the Captain can touch the screw system unless it is said otherwise. -The mechanic is in charge of the system - they should do everything in their power to keep it going.

Magic -Magicfingers of the crew are not allowed to use any form of fire spells on the ship unless the are completely under control or aimed at another ship -It is suggested 'darkvision' is available from the magicfingers to the crew as well as other enhancing spells.

Punishment -If a crew member should break the contract rules or go against the Captains word. Then he/she is up for punishment. -The punishment will be decided at the time and depend on what the crew member did -The punishment should be chosen by a crew vote unless the captain says so.

Overboard -It is advised that crew members can both swim and DO NOT wear heavyarmour. If they go overboard no one is obliged to go in after them and the captain will not hold responsibilities for death or kind of injury caused. -If a crew member is to go overboard only ONE other crew member as allowed to jump in after them unless the Captain says otherwise. -Anyone who purposely jumps overboard for any reason must tie themselves to a rope and ensure the other end of the rope is with another crew member. If it has to be tied on to the ship they MUST ensure that another crew member is aware of it.

Guests

-People may join a voyage who have not singed the contract. -They must verbally except the rules before boarding the ship. -Punishment for them should be left to the officials of Sanctaury -All crew members are expected to enforce the rules.

If a crew member wishes to quit during a voyage - they are still held be this contract until the voyage is over. They may be punished harshly if this rule is broken.

If crew member is caught betraying the Iolite, spying or any other subterfuge - they will automatically be put up for a harsh punishment.

Only the Captain can change the contract. If this is done - every crew member must be informed and agree for the change to take place. They will then have to sign the contract again.

This contract has been put forward by the first captain of the Deep Iolite.

Captain Cannonball

The crew'ss signatures: Chris Fyne B O D O C Orison Hallafat Velgier Kann W X KrUkaKuN Meriuan Bindlespinndle Sindul Sinul Vengil x Kimli X Vurbag.

Entry 28 - 'A Moment's Passion' One thing led to another last night and I bizzarly found myself soaking wet from the canal's water, in Wyric's room, is Wyric's arms, pinned against the door as we kissed.

Talk about a big mistake.

He called it a 'moments passion' and that we should continue to leave things how it was, like it never happened. I can't help but agree but ... but something.

My crew is slowly forming and I am sure I've employed some great men and women. There's Tide and Kraken, followers of Umberlee. Sindul - firestarter. Meri - Mechanic. Bodoc - lookout. Fyne - surgeon. Wyric and Ade aswell of course. Rig - another handy halfling. Bern - if I ever see her. Ori - if he appears again. Vince...if i see him... Possibly Tooth and Basher...cabin boys..

I'm nearly there - nearly ready to return to the Northshore (after the last failiure) and see what those Lizardmen are up too!

Captain Cannonball

Entry 29 - Gain and Lost I finally finsihed my report to the council. The trip to the Northshore was a fine success. Even though most of the crew were not 'official' they all did an excellent job! It's time to get down to some serious business so we can explore the lake.

Though I feel content with what I achieved - my head does nothing but hurt and my neck just aches. Orison is dead - his head removed from his body. Meg is dead - killed by Kraken, a member of my crew.

It really pisses me off and I am finding it hard not to go mad again. I'm glad I got the Iolite to help me keep my mind off things like that.

I wish I was more level headed like Wyric - no death seems to effect him.

Captain.

Entry 30 - Dying Flame I attempted another mission to the North Shore today and it failed miserably. Turned out Shroom was right along - I guess we will have to find a way to kill the Lizardsmen head shaman to stop the attack on sanctuary. I don't know if there is any true way for us to get our hands on the cure.

Sin died today on my ship whilst faced the fey. I feel so guilty, its like she died for nothing. Turns out Kyle was in love with her and he's now vanished into the underdark.

I feel so angry and so sad again. I don't know what to do.

Ruby

Entry 31 - Drowned It's gone, my beautiful Iolite has gone. Burned and left at Umberlee's mercy. I cannot believe it - though I thank Tymora I still live after the havoc today. But what do I do now? A captain is no captain without a ship. I need to find another one.

Us Seekers are getting back on track - now that we have taken Lucas on, but we're still gonna stuggle with that bastard Fawkes around. I'd like to teach him a lesson or two.

The coin festival went well today. I really enjoy the company of them dwarves.

Ruby

Entry 32 - Freedom is the only way!

It's been a long time since I wrote. A long time since I lost the Iolite.

Things have been hard. The lizardman made it very hard. The Watch make it hard. The Council makes it hard. The Spellgaurd make it hard. They all seem so corrupted, paranoid and constantly competing for power.

Sometimes I feel like everyone is a dumbass except the Seekers. I mean - are we the only ones fighting for what the people of Sanctuary truely need? A way out. A place to live freely. Free of corruption. I guess with anywhere that has a 'law' it can never happen.

The lizardmen are gone now. But many other threats remain ... and all I want to do is go home - back to fresh air. But I seem to be fighting for the well being of this place. Why do I fight for this place? This so called 'Sanctuary' for slaves lost out in the underdark.

People down here are forgetting The Way and what it truely important. The Seekers are gaining strength though! Lucas and Jerevar aew making things happen so much quicker.

I went on along scout today - saw new places, got to know my way better. Wyric saw me when I returned, he had waited to see me safe in Sanctuary before he went to rest. He getting to attached? Or am I being silly again?

Seeker Ruby.

Entry 33 - Got to Focus!

Along time since I made an entry again. I write things down to make me feel better - lately I have had loads of things to write down and now because I haven't done it - I keep getting angry and doing stupid things.

I've skimmed death so many times in the past few weeks.

Last dark Kyle spoke to me of his childhood and his parents he never met. That's what triggered it, it happened again and I lost control. And now both Kyle and Merle know of my past. I don't like people knowing and know that they are aware of it - more people might find out.

I feel so mixed up lately. I can't decide weither I should be sad and depressed - I lost Lucas and Rollo lately. I collapsed during my speech for Rollo's funeral. People I know keep dying - this hasn't stopped since I fell into the wretched place - Tymora must be watching me if I've lived this long.

Now Wyric, Worn, Dugo and Fenwick are all going up to become candinates for the next council. It's good - I think they could all do the right thing for Sanctuary. But I can only vote for one. But if the get on the council - maybe they will just die like...most coucilmen before them. I don't wanna see them dead as well.

All this and so much more bounces around my mind along with my dreams of being back on the surface and getting my own ship and becoming captain again...no...getting a fleet of ships and becomg Commadore Ruby!

But damned! I'm getting no where as of late! I have two leads to the surface and yet I find myself doing very little about it. It's like I'm waiting for somehting to happen - which is stupid.

Focus Ruby!

I got to find The Way. I will starts by getting a ship again and helping Earas - man, he's done so much for us lately.

Aye, Ruby, focus!

I will get them docks at the bluemushroom - I need gold, lots of gold.

Keep that focus! Ruby!

Time to get to work!

Seeker Ruby.

Entry 34 - Little girl Okay, so it's hard to focus. And gettting harder. Ever since I went on the trip to the Orog fortress with Callat and that little girl was killed. She died whilst I held her, she even called me 'Mommy'. I knew she had to die...I couldn't let her live on with so many implants, but why did she have to die such a nasty death. Sometimes it feels like her blood and brains are still splattered on my face.

I've got serveral things I can do to keep myslef occupied. Calab's offered me a chance to get a ship, I have talked with Clara - we might have some big plans, plenty of scouting to do and of course looking for the surface. There's another menthod I might look into - one Wyric's reminded me of.

But I'm finding it hard - espcially with Merle and Kyle. Merle's constant arguing about the girl. Jumping from being nice to being pissed off. And Kyle - who I now know if growing to like me a liiiittle too much - must be on the rebound after Sin's death.

People are STILL dropping dead all around me. I sometimes find myself fearing for the ones that are still alive.

But I cheered up a lot today - after Wyric and I had a chat. All was fine till I fell down the garbage chute and Worn's shop again...and nearly got eaten by a goblin.

It's always nice being about him. After he went to bed and I was stuck with just Merle and Kyle - I got sick and pissed off again and so stomped back to the Seeker Hall.

Oh Tymora? What am I to do? Help me out here! Of course, Tymora is keeping me alive in this hell hole - I know she wouldn't let one of her favourites perish down here.

Ruby.

Entry 35 - Civil War?

Oh, my dear journal - your purpose was to let me write my story! So people could later read it and discover the amazing adventures of the Great Cannonball Ruby, Seeker and Captain.

But all I seem to scribble on your pages are things of death and hurt. It's like I miss out all the good bits.

Merle is dead - assinated. And the only suspect is Thrania.

Kyle says he 'loves' me. And now won't quit following me about and asking me stupid questions like 'What will you do now?'

Ivlysar has been assasinated. I held his dead body in my arms. The Seeker Leader is dead! And that dumb Bhast has appointed some other dumb ass to lead the Seekers. But we all know it won't work.

The mayor Bresley is also dead. Both him and Ivlysar were killed by Chosen. I know it wasn't the folks of sewer town...I know who it is - and I will get some evidence.

Sanctuary is under pressure of being split in two again - even though the rebels of sewer town may be dead - they have left their mark. They have reminded people what freedom means.

I got too involved. I watched the rebels burn the watchman bodies, and the body of Fawkes (though I can express how relieved I am that man is dead). I simply went to Sewer town in the vain hope I could do something. And now Haren has asked me to write a report But it doesn't matter what I do to clear my name - I'm a Seeker.

But even after the blow up - the election goes ahead. I have voted for Wyric. He can help me. I know he'll get in. I know his heart in the right place. He will do good for Sanctuary. Just, please Tymora, don't let him suffer the death penalty like so many others have.

Ruby.

--The next few pages contain dairy entries, blood stains, scribbles and sketches of a person going mad.--

Entry 25 - Darkness

For the past few nights now I have been sleeping in caves in the darkness of the wilderness. Can't say I miss my warm cosy bed though - I had too leave Sanctuary. That damned place has caused me enough trouble.

I told Wyric I'd come back - but he'll forget about me evantually - it doesn't matter. I'm not going back. I'm just gonna get as far away from this place as possible. If I walk far enough and keep heading up - I'll get home, back the surface...evantually.

Good chance I'll die - but Tymora will watch me - she has till now.

Ruby.

Entry 26 - Creatures

It's hard too fight of this things when you're not in a party with men with real big swords, or with the healers and mages. I've found myself relying on sneaking so much more as of late.

I can't fight many things in the place at all...infact I find myself running away from things a lot more than fighting them.

Entry 27 - Open Wounds

Danmned, why can't I hide better? Or track better? I'm sure I'm on a safe path and a damned Malar or something attacks me.

That near healed slash on myside reopned - now it's gonna slow me down.

Entry 28

I wander if I'm near the surface yet...I've tried climbing levels - but I don't know how far up I have gone.

But its okay - I just gotta keep going. Maybe there's a cave to the surface just down this path I'm walking!

Though - I should be careful with my energy - food is gettting low and I'm not the best hunter.

29

I'm loosing my mind - I'm so lonely here. I miss being around people...and I can't find a single shard of day light...it's gotta be near by...I've been walking for weeks...

Running out of supplies for my wounds...and I suck at cooking wild animal.

Whycan't Ifindthe surface?.. !.. I..just .. want..too go home!

This is madness .......................the surface is out of my reach .......................................................... i have to get there and i cant ..................i dont .................like ...............being alone i miss them - i miss my .................friends

..................where do i go?

i............... just ..............been............. walking in circles!

the pain is bad i can't stop the bleeding, i need fresh bandages and food

.................I want too go home - i miss my friends

.............................. I have too go back

..........................S a n c t u a r y

...................... the seekers - i can't forget - i can't leave them alone ....................... i must help them

.................its dark

.............................................. so lonely and dark

T y m o r a...., sa ve me!

......................Sanctuary................... - i must go back and help my friends

....................back h o me t o o

....................................................S .A N C T U A R Y!! !!

........so tired

............................gotta go on ..............................................before they forget me

Entry....30 - S a nc tu ar y

i reconise ths place .............................i'm near....to where people...are where........my friends.........are .........................just..........another............day or 2

my wounds hurt

...............................but i will see them..again

im..... tired .......................................i m ...hungry

........................................tymora watch me i'll be at.....Sanctu ary... soon

....................................T H E G R E A T C A N N O N B A L L R U B Y