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Human or not more and more i find myself in his company...he is the only other member of Jergals clergy that I have seen down here...and notably the first human I have ever spoken to...or really seen... There is something about this human which utterly confuses me and completely disrupts the careful order of my mind. I find this both intolerable and...intoxicating...I n the end it is my tongue, and not my focused mind, or trained will, which keep my peoples honor intact in his presence...something about him makes it difficult for me to speak my thoughts as they come to me...I suppose though that my shyness is my salvation... Yet saved or not I feel so alone...

* a single line is written* He is dead.