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Diary of Amolefnen'stet Jaluisencia AKA Wizard

The name given to me at my birth was Amolefnen'stet Jaluisencia. I hate that name. It is Elven for “precious flower which blossoms slowly.” My father picked that name for me. I don’t really hate my father. My family is from Evermeet from… as long as Evermeet has been here. That makes us nobles though not very high ranking ones. It also meant that I was treated like a daintily flower in a land where flowers are already treated pretty daintily. Growing up it was pretty obvious I was not as strong or as swift as my peers. My father wanted me to be a scribe. BIG mistake. Biggest mistake in his entirely too long life.

So you have me who can’t compete with my peers physically in most ways and then you give me books not only from Evermeet but from the human lands. I think I am a pretty good judge of character, especially my own. So I grew up without much company from my peers, treated like a fragile piece of glass, then read at length, for years of the wonders of the rest of the world. I wanted to escape! I wanted to GO! I wanted to see the world!

Of course I could not go. My father would not let his precious blossom go. Every time I tried to sneak out I was hauled back to my father. Most of the captains heard not to let me aboard, my father saw to that the first time I failed to sneak onto a merchant ship.

Eventually I bought some book son transmutation. I studied up. I thought maybe I could change my face and escape. That did not go so well, though it was my first start at magic.

After a decade and a half of trying to sneak off this gods cursed boring island, I took to drinking. Special authors note: Elven ale SUCKS(the word is written to take up half the page), dwarven stuff is the best though I never learned that till I escaped.

When I was drunk as hell life did not seem so awful. I did find one way I could compete with my peers, when on the few times I could goad my peers into drinking contests I almost always won. Precious flower my ass. Alcohol is like a magical potion which makes life happy. So for a while my time was split roughly evenly between drinking heavily, reading heavily and dabbling(and failing miserably) with transmutation magic. Well not entirely failing, on a few occasions I made some REALLY good magical beer-I blacked out for a week the first time I tried it, good stuff! Besides making totally awesome beer however, my magical studies yielded me little.

I’ll fast forward a decade, or three. I was generally despised by everyone who knew me and most strangers who had heard of me. Unlike human lands, Evermeet does not have a town drunk.

I wish I could magically enchant this paper to play a drum roll as the next passage is read, maybe later.

It was one of the high festival of Corellon and I was drunk off my ass for a week and a half, a continual bender. Apparently I fell asleep, somehow naked in the bushes outside the temple the previous night. I woke up around noon from the sound of prayers inside. According to the accounts of several hundred credible eye witnesses, including my father, my entire extended family and neighbors, this is what happened.

I stumbled into the temple, naked, and wandered down the main isle. Apparently the high priest looked like a good place to relieve my bladder which I did, all over his robe as several people looked on speechless. As I was later told, I then relieved my bowels on the altar.

When several upstanding citizens tried to restrain me I apparently began to hurl excrement at all comers, hitting the high priest who was already quite moist as well as the cities most prominent citizens who has the posh seats up front.

TA DA!!!! Now for my next trick… I laugh my ass off every time I think about it. I have NO memory of this at all.

To me at least, it seemed almost a guarantee they would execute me, or put me under “temple guidance” for decades. It is a pretty damn rare thing for anyone to ever be executed in Evermeet but then again I’m unsure if anyone ever went as far as I did.

My father intervened, gods bless him just this once. Instead of being executed or put under “temple guidance” for decades I was given a rather nasty looking tattoo which took up most of the right half of my face as well as on the back of both of my hands. These tattoos proclaim me as a heretic and a permanent exile from Evermeet. They also declare that I am in fact, not an elf, not a child of Corellon. This means I sure as hell could never go back to Evermeet, though I have no plans to. I’ve never tried going to any other Elven lands, I’m not all that eager too, not sure if these tatoo’s would bar me from there as well.

I was then put on a ship and given a modest quantity of gold by my father and unceremoniously dropped off in a human city on the sword coast, a non elf and permanent exile.

FREEDOM!!!!

The next four years of my life were filled with near constant joy and much, much less drinking then before, though I still drunk plenty. I traveled around. I went up and down the coast.

I went to sleep one night in a small road side inn… next thing I knew I was in some deep dank cave in chains with a lot of Duegar poking and prodding me. I was a slave and on my way to auction.

Soon enough I ended up as a slave to a drow wizard. As fate would have it things could have been worse, a –LOT- worse. He saw my tattoo for the first time and said “Thrall, if you are not an elf, what are you?” I said “Master, as you can clearly see, I am not an elf, I am a Wizard and your devoted servant.”

He asked me what I did to merit the tattoo.

I told him.

I *THINK* that probably saved me from a life of horrific slavery, so maybe Corellon won’t mind I pissed all over his high priest on a holy day.

He threw his head back and laughed and laughed till he cried, so much so that one of his guards came into the room but the drow kept laughing and motioned the guard out. He told me that from that point on my name was Wizard and his apprentice. He had me cover my skin from head to toe at all time, most of his household thought I was just his apprentice. I served as his apprentice for a number of years. This was when I REALLY learned some magic. Not stupid cantrip transmutations to make awesome beer, but enchantment.

My master was a master enchanter and the only drow I have ever met with a sense of humor. My slavery was a light burden and I really should not say this, but I came to love him, he was like the father I never had. I was technically a slave, I felt like a free man. I left his home very little but I did not wish to, I dove into the chores he gave me with fervor. Everything I truly learned of magic, I learned from him. Servitude to him was better then my life in Evermeet ever was.

I am not a religious man but after he died I said a prayer to Corellon and also one to Lloth, hoping he would end up with the former, but the latter as well, just in case. I hope he is allright.

He was murdered in drow politics, it is not something I really want to record. The heir to his possessions inherited me. He was your typical drow, a total bastard. I maintained my former Master’s lab for a time for this monster but it did not take long before he demanded I remove my hood and show him my face. I took a metal rod from the table next to us and stabbed him in the neck with it, it was the first time I ever killed a sentient being and probably the only note worthy feat of martial prowess of my entire life.

I ran and wandered the under dark for two weeks, near starvation, tired scared…. then I found this city of slaves called sanctuary. Well, that was last week.

Right. Been in this city about a month. Where do I pick up first? Might as well start on magic. I have had a lot of success filling my spellbook with scrolls. I’ve found a lot of transmutation spells which are useful for things besides making good beer, transmutation spells which are…. very good. Enchantment may kick ass, and it does, but I have been using transmutation to great effect lately. Oh yeah. I also started making wands, mostly for myself but selling some too. Right, magic is out of the way. Actually I forgot something. I’ve been taking all comers in mage duels, even beat a spellguard operative last night. I am going to try to set up some sort of competitive mage dueling soon. Every time I turn around I hear about a dead tigereye wizard I never met, by the time I am done he will be a forgotten memory.

Next. I’m a Tigereye. I joined with relatively minimal effort, I had to do some grunt work for now Councilor Nogueyra but I got in quick.

I have gotten into a lot of trouble with the company, none of it was my fault. I am doing my best but I am afraid at this point someone might eventually try to force a permanent retirement…. Let them try. I dropped Nogueyra, Kay, casimir, that stupid orc, about a dozen or sellswords by not, priests…. hells, last night I dropped a spellguard in a mage duel. I kick ass. I try to make this as well known as possible, not sure how much success I have had at that thought. Still, I’m trying to mend fences and keep my nose clean with the company. I like being a tigereye even though I take and deal with a veritable mountain of crap.

Mordur-Basically my direct superior. I like him. He tried too hard to play nice with the spell guard and the CDL though.

Nogueyra-She got me in. Then she murdered my best friend and stabbed me in the back when I was dealing with a mess one of her pets started. I killed her for it, fight took all of seconds, she didn’t stand a chance. Gods that was a bad night. We since made up, I think. I took a LOT of flack for that but I think it is in the past. Her pet tiefling tried to extort and threatened to kill me because *he* picked a fight with another Tigereye and that Tigereye kicked his ass, I tried to make peace but he would have none of it. I kicked his ass in a private place and was about to kill him, then a mage eater showed up and finished the job. Praise every god from Corellon to Oghma for that. I would of liked to have robbed him and fled, but I just left. Most of his belongings I just left there. Whoever found him eventually will think the mage eater hovering over his body did it. Whoever found the corpse also made a tidy sum, he was loaded.

Kay, what a self important prick. I had him on the ground bleeding with my boot on his face and my sword at his neck and told him to give me a reason not to kill him. He said if I did a dozen men would kill me. It was about weeks ago, not a single one of his men have tried anything. As far as everyone knows he just disappeared. Why would his “men” screw with a powerful wizard and a Tigereye when there is no one left to pay them? There is no reason and none have. It was a perfect killing, no one knows I did it except Mordur and the Captain who got SLIGHTLY skewed version of events. I told them he started the fight. He refused to come to reasonable terms and said he would kill me if I did not give in to his, so I started it. He was the one that started all this crap to begin with though. If I ever need to kill someone again I should summon a mage eater over the corpse and only kill them with non elemental magic, it is a brilliant way to cover my tracks.

Neville: I thought he was a good guy but he keeps starting trouble with the Stouts. I *really* like the stouts and if not for Neville I think at least of the stouts would be Tigerfangs by now.

Jarreck: Good guy, human friend of mine, Captain gave him some test which he failed but I think he will get another chance. Trying to get him into the Fangs in the mean time.

Kor’us: AN elf friend of mine. He got into the fangs last night. His new Fang armor is unbelievably ugly, I told him to just dye his old stuff.

Right, that’s all of the tigers and such….

Grumplenald: An utterly insane and psychotic gnome, evil in the way Malar and Bane are evil. At first I was really afraid of him but then I got a strange fascination with him. I came to like him. He hated *everything* but deep down I think he liked me. I watched him murder a bunch of people, I helped twice. I learned a lot from him. I learned even though I can’t run all that fast or wield an axe I can still kick ass. If it was not for him I would not be a Tigereye, when I told him that he cried briefly and tried to hide it. He got into an argument with Kay over loot and Grumplenald made Nogueyra pick which of them would die. She and Kay murdered him. Kay is gone. Majre has pissed off too many people. Someone will kill her eventually, when she is gone I’ll find some powerful priest of Urlden to raise him.

Casimir: A human sellsword I worked with a few times. He is quite good. We went on a job and after I used most of my magic on our companions the leader of the criminals we were taking out chased after me. I ran. Everyone else had a good reason to not chase, they were badly hurt. I found out later from the orc with us that he did not follow because Casimir was busy looting their base. Not only did my familiar die but two Tigereyes did too and on my watch. The captain had me pay to raise them since it happened on my watch. I told the group after I gave the captain the gold that we would share the cost which came out to just under 200 gold each. Casimir blew me off and walked off. I kicked his ass, the others watched. I tried to talk after but he started quaffing potions to fight me so I dropped him again. I took the whole cost from his purse and walked off, none of my companions tried to stop me. I found out later the dwarf with us stole the rest of his gold which is disappointing because he is a stout. I tried to be reasonable, it was Casimir’s fault. He would have none of it so I showed him who the boss is. Its me. I don’t think the company is too angry. I’m trying to help out the two guys who died and please the captain.

I think the spellguard screwed with the drow. They wanted 5 slaves or 50,000 gold or they would sack the city. I went to the spellguard and tried to get them to jointly call with the tigers for 5 volunteers. They were idiots and we could not reach a deal but they took my suggestion and put Aesir Greycastle up to it. He left with himself and others. He lost heart several times but I kept pushing him on and helped him get some of the others. I also kept the guard off his back, who wanted to lock him up. Special note; Lockwood is an idiot.

I kept telling people we screwed with the drow so we have to show a sign of submission, it is a drow honor thing. I was right, we gave them the slaves then they left. Next day goblins attacked the city. Upper gate broke, lower held, we won in the end.

Kali: My familiar. A gift from my drow mentor and owner. He has saved my ass numerous times, twice just today. Gods I love him.

*amolef begins writing his journal entries in an older elven dialect*

I am a fool.

My father was right.

Everyone was right and I’ve thrown my life away.

I have rejected the ways of our people and what has it got me?

I am stuck in the under dark with no hope of escape. I have become a powerful wizard and have a fortune in the city’s bank but what does it profit me?

I have no realistic chance of escaping to the surface except after a century of study and these short sited humans will have the city destroyed by drow in the mean time. Even then, what can I do? I do not know… perhaps if I return to Evermeet and I beg and I show them I have truly changed they will let me back.

I have done my best but I have shamed Corellon… I have so much to atone for. I have searched but there is not a single priest of Corellon in this city who can advise me…

I had thought the Tigers were not evil but I was wrong. The company is evil in the same way that Malar and Bane are evil, they are scheming power hungry fools or at least that description fits enough of them to be accurate. EVEN MORDUR! I told them of the torture and he laughed, HE LAUGHED! I even drew Kor’us into it, gods what have I done. I do not know what I am going to do.

THOSE BASTARDS TORTURED PATHARD! THEY CUT OUT HIS EYES BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT IT WOULD BE FUN!

I will NEVER drink another drop of alcohol or strong spirits for the rest of my life.

I can actually destroy all the necromantic items I have been collecting.....

I do not know what I can do to start, but I must do something and soon.... that is not enough, it is not nearly enough.

Corellon, I am so sorry, forgive me! FORGIVE ME!

Since the day Wilks joined I have told everyone he can’t be trusted, I told Mordur he was lying to the company.

He tried to sell me and Tane to the Red Smiles, 4 or 5 of our men are dead and Tane is their prisoner.

I know one place I can start. The Tigers, are pliable. With Wilks gone… he has been a corrupting influence on the company.

I’m going to clean up lower if I have to do it myself.

Corellon preserve us! I was given a chance to save my soul before my betrayal occurred… To repent on deaths door is one thing. To repent before its arrival is another... I did not know how close I was. ((OOC Note: Amolefs turn around really DID happen days before any of this betrayal occurred, even days before the events with the smiles and he has been working on it IG))

I talked to Kor’us today and he the topic of torturing information out of Valerius came up. I told him that above us lay rock and perhaps between that and 50 miles or so above that is the surface and above that the sky and somewhere in the heavens Corellon and the Seldarine watched down on us. I told him they would surely not approve of us plotting to abduct and torture a man, even a very evil one.

Shortly after I talked to Mordur and I told him I was canceling my necromancy item collection program. I lied to him. I told him I was suspicious people knew the true intention so we should slowly end the program. It was my intention to truly destroy the items now… I won’t have much of a chance, I can never go back into the Tigereye compound. The stockpile was not that large and none of the items of TOO great power.

Myself and Mordur talked about Valerius and his answers were bizarre. They were, bullshit. I didn’t believe them. I did not know why he was lying to me. He said he was going to go talk to Valerius, I said I was going on patrol.

I went on patrol.

I also snuck into the crone invisibly with enough magic to take out all comers and saw Jarreck guarding a back room in the crone. Across from him was one of the wizards in the drow guild, I saw others in the room which made me suspicious. I did not see Mordur but I suspected he was inside. I saw others around, Valerius’s men. The night Majre went nuts I saw an odd arrangement of men in the crone and I fled, I knew when I was seeing an impending murder a second time. When certain sorts of people assemble, it is clear someone is going to die.

I left. I then saw Jarreck leave the crone and I found him and Mordur in the compound.

Me and Mordur talked more. Mordur fed me lines which were obvious crap. He said that Valerius really just wanted what was best for lower, not gold and that I should trust him. Everything he told me, made no sense.

Jarreck then came up and said he got Valerius waiting down stairs. Mordur then said he did not trust Valerius so we were going to go downstairs and torture a confession out of him.

Apparently Mordur forgot that I am frankly, a genius, though I did not need to be to see the set up. I cast a few wards on him so he would not get suspicious then warded myself, including stoneskin and improved invisibility and followed them to the cells, sneaking ahead of them. I saw the drow wizard from the guild in there and walked back up, as I fumbled with the lock to flee Mordur tried to sink his axe into me. I fled.

Is Mordur insane? He knows I beat Kay in combat, he knows I KILLED MAJRE in seconds, he has seen me in action other times and heard of my handywork. His enormous stupidity was my gain…

I ran around the city while writing letters frantically to everyone who needed to know them, I talked to the Thane from the stouts and he did a sending to spill some of the dirt about the Tigers.

I have so much I must do.. Corellon give me strength, I will win back his love.

I’ve promised Corellon to change my evil ways. I now dedicate my life to returning to Evermeet and repenting all the evil I have done, for turning away from the ways of my people. I have started my repenting in this city and had some progress. I want to go to my father and apologize, to my whole family, I know how deeply I shamed them. I have to get back to Evermeet.

Life is sometimes difficult. I want to kill Valerius. I mean I REALLY want to kill Valerius. I ((bolded, underlined)) REALLY want to kill Valerius. After, I’d take out Mordur and most of Valerius’s crew. I’d leave Restar alone. If Wesley cut and run, I’d leave him alone too. I’d wipe out the rest.

But I swore to Corellon to change my evil ways… I’m pretty sure multiple acts of murder would violate this oath.

I talked to Delgado and Durris for hours, they questioned me and think I am innocent but AFTER it was over, Durris told me I need a councilor or a ranking Tiger to clear the charges, otherwise it must go to trial… I contacted a councilor. I have absolutely no confidence in this city’s system of courts, could these short lived humans find truth from lies, let alone escape their own biases? My innocence is irrelevant, if I get a councilor who loathes me, I am likely to be executed or exiled.

I am no longer in hiding and Casimir started a fight with me in the Rock Bottom yesterday.

I am unsure what to do next.

Cronus did a sending to call for me today, to meet me in front of the town hall. I was in the Rock Bottom when it happened... predictably, a veritable SWAM of Tigers showed up. Someone walked into the Rock Bottom and mentioned the Tigers showing up, I hauled ass out of there. I'm in a safe place again..... the stouts made things enormously worse. The Thane of the Stouts did sendings to defend me and criticize the Tigers, so they locked him up for "endangering sanctuary"

So the Tigers came looking for me because of Cronus and did not find me, not an issue.

The Stouts made this so much worse… .I don’t want this kind of attention. They have their hearts in the right place, but right now, silence would have been the best thing.