Dear Kyle,

I am sorry that Kaddaz has taken this rash action and has worried so many of his friends.

When he and I spoke I asked him to give me time - that after everything that has occured that I needed time to myself to come to grips with who and what I am.

Kaddaz took this as a rejection and has acted as though it has to be an all or nothing affair.

I am very fond of Kaddaz and see him as a good friend but I am not ready for a permanent relationship and marriage.

You have said I hurt him badly without understanding what was said and I am very concerned for him, wish to see his safe return and to work with him to the betterment of Sanctuary - but right now I do not Love him as a wife loves a husband and this is what I have told him.

If he truly cared about me he would be here, now, to help me work through the traumas I have undergone this past week.

I am truly sorry you blame me for this Kyle.

Warm regards,

Danielle Addams Priestess of Torm