((Sort of a mini-backstory here. I likely will add some songs and a few sparse journal entries in the future.))
Eulogy for a Lost Soul Alexi Fawkes
"I need Sanctuary in the pages of this book."
I love this city. It's beautiful. So many people, from everywhere and nowhere. The surface, the dark. A living thing, most glorious at it's wicked depths.
My whole life here. Childhood, mom and dad. Nothing but good memories. Mom and dad died. We lost the house. Alec. Sora.
I haven't seen Alec in a week. I think he's running drugs for the drow. Dad would kill him.
I'm getting better with the sword. I'm getting better with the words.
A fiend tried to buy my soul today, and I didn't let it. Why didn't I say yes?
____________________________________ "Mom, why do me and Alec's names sound the same?" -"When you were young, you got very sick, and we thought you were going to die. Alec was born during that time, and we made his name like yours so that if you had died, we could carry on your memory." ____________________________________ "Sora, Alec and I have to do this. We need the money. You're sick of eating rats, aren't you? Just wait here, we'll be back soon." -"Lex, please! I don't care about rats! Things will get better! Stay with me... please?" ____________________________________ "Alec. You have to stop. You're going to get yourself killed." -"Fuck you Alexi! I'm doing what I have to do! You used to know what that meant! The darkness, Alexi. It's all around you, and if you aren't with me then you're - nothing."