Whoever it was that bankrolled my raise tonight, thank you and I left angry but then remembered I owed you but when I tried to get back in the server was full.

Someone let me know who I owe the money to that was in the party and I will see they get it back, also I still owe several people some potions tonight I will get those to all of you as well though it will likely be tomorrow night before I do so.

I am very angry, and annoyed at the moment but I will wrap up all the loose ends I have left over from tonight once I calm down.

Were it not for the roleplay here I would have left the first time I found out the effects of the penalty system, and as it stands right now the roleplay is the only reason I have decided not to leave after tonights two hit kill which seemed to ignore all aspects of the damage reduction I had.

Its cool, dieing happens to all of us, and it has a way of happening to mages quite often. Death is rough here, I know I'm one of the worsts about it; I just let my PCs permadie instead of ever taking a respawn. Its always those crits that will get you, and send you right to the fugue, there is little that could have been done to prevent it in your case this time. I guess the best advice I can give you is to never get too attached to anything on here; it’s the nature of the game. I have lost powerful items, stores of gold and of course countless countless hours of my life here, yet for some reason I keep on coming back. It's the great world, the fact that this server does treat you like we should be treated, we are insignificant. The players on here are in fact the weakest and meekest of all citizens of the Underdark, and really we are just clinging to life together. So yea, we are all bound to die- I figure so very few of us will ever see the surface its laughable (or whatever be our pre-designed plot ideas), its just how we deal currently that makes the difference.

And oh ya, you owe me $300 :p

We all have rough nights. People were a little miffed at the immediate log without a "Thank you" or repayment but it's very understandable to be angry. Since I took the money from everybody I guess it's my responsibility to let you know who you owe money to.. As Tib(Sven) said, you owe him 300. Also: Cati-200 Craddoc-480 The other 20 from me is not important. :) I know, I know.. I'm SOOO generous.