This journal is found within a false bottom of her storage chest, within her room at Serena Tower. It is written in an Ancient dialect of Espruar, and encoded as well. There is no indication of any cipher within the work.
My earliest memories are not of my parents, but Yalathanil Symbaern.
Yalathanil, the Patriarch of my House, is one of the oldest practitioners of the Art upon the Isle. It is whispered by many that he is over a thousand years old. I do not doubt the rumors, the Seldarine obviously favored him.
Kind, patient, and wise. I spent the majority of my time with him. He taught me of the Art. He taught me of the Weave. But most importantly, he taught me about the history of the People.
Myth Drannor. The City of Song. It was his former home. He spoke of it fondly, with a longing that suprised me. To most of the People, the Isle was paradise. A piece of Arvandor, drawn through the planes by the Great Sundering of Faerun.
I could not understand why he spoke of living amongst the N'Tel'Quessir as a favorable situation. All of my childhood peers spoke of the N'Tel'Quessir as the lesser races. Inferior in every way to the People. Yalathanil would always patiently explain to me that they had twisted the meaning of the word 'lesser'. It was not originally meant to indicate that they were inferior, only that they were 'lesser-lived'.
He told me tales of heroism amongst the N'Tel'Quessir, of Elminster Aumar, the Nameless Chosen, Demron and Mentor Wintercloak. I paid very little attention to them. Why should I bother learning of the N'Tel'Quessir? It is not as if I will ever interact with them upon the Isle.
What I did pay attention to, were his tales of Ar'Tel'Quessir rule. Of the Coronals, and the Council that came before. Judicious men and women of faith in the Seldarine that inspired absolute loyalty amongst the People. The Greys bowed before them, the Greens were in awe of them.
Why then, did the Seldarine choose a Grey, to lead us upon the Isle? The Greys are silly, flighty, and closest to being N'Tel'Quessir of all of the People. They could not possibly take the responsibilities of rule seriously. The only answer is, is that the King, Zaor Moonflower, and the Queen, Amlaruil Moonflower, were not in fact chosen by the Seldarine.
It is a flawed system. The drawing of a blade indicates worth in the eyes of the Seldarine. Failure is penalized with death. The Moonblades have chosen only greys, Greys! Why would Greys hold more inherent worth than the Ar'Tel'Quessir? My only answer was that it was a Grey who crafted the blades, with the intent of usurping Ar'Tel'Quessir rule in the millenia that followed.
I am right. The system is wrong. Yalathanil only shook his head and patiently explained that it is the will of the Seldarine, but I know better. I know the truth. He has been deceived by the Greys, like the rest of them.
The Father does not often interfere in mortal affairs, so I made it my place to act in his place, to correct this injustice.
My childhood friends in House Nimesin, put me into contact with one of the Elders of their House, Kymil. At first, I was skeptical that he could deliver what he promised, but then I heard of King Zaor's demise. He did not take credit for it, for obvious reasons, but it was whispered of his role within my circle of friends as a closely kept secret.
I was filled with hope, that one day, the right of rule would be restored to the true shepherds of the People.
How could it have all gone wrong? How could the Father have forsaken me?