Sorry guys.

EfU is getting to the point again where it's deeply unhealthy for me to go on playing when I've got so many other responsibilities. I'm in the final stretch of my Senior Year of High School, and am in serious danger of failing a required course and not graduating.

EfU is genuinely the very worst possible use of my time right now. There is genuinely no doubt in my mind that addiction to NWN is as harmful to the life and mind of its players as any other drug, and I can't keep it up anymore. Life is seriously taking a turn for the shits, for me. While some of you are probably scoffing and think I don't have it bad at all; well, you're right. Turns out I'm a wuss and don't know the meaning of hard work. Comes from having done absolutely nothing but play NWN for 5 years. And Starcraft for three years before that. Obsessively.

What the whole thing is basically adding up to is me hating myself, hating all my prospects for the future, hating the very prospect of doing anything at all other than sitting around watching the TV, or playing EfU.

So I'll be quitting EfU starting immediately until I am secure in my graduation from High School (about a month). I'll return then, play for part of the summer, until I finish my last character, and then the chances are good that I'll be leaving permanently, to move on with my life. Hay guyz.

Thefirstpost I'll return then, play for part of the summer, until I finish my last character, and then the chances are good that I'll be leaving permanently, to move on with my life.

Love you guys a lot. But it's about time I move on. I'm happy to report that I am vastly better off than I was when I made the original post in this thread.

I'm leaving again, now. There is no bitterness, no malice, no bad feelings whatsoever. In fact, I feel as good as I have in some time, and even a bit happy at it being over.

For the sake of keeping to this sort of a commitment, I probably won't be around IRC much at all, except to drop in and say hey.

I'm starting college in August. It probably won't be too busy to preclude playing, but I know for a fact, and the evidence has shown me, every time, that my life is better by -so much- when I don't, I may have to keep myself away.

Have a good time, guys.

[Edit: Changed post to match current events more. Original Text tiny-ized for irrelevance.]

KOTENKU first to reply this is second time I see you go :(

I hate seeing players leave please come back, efu needs as much people as possible to prosper against the Han Dynasty of NWN2

kiss kiss

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But ya graduation is more important then efu.

also dont hate yourself you should be out partying exploring sex and drugs and enjoying life. You only live once man and you are only young once and the best times in your life should be around now, not marriage or grandma2b

It all gets better after your balls drop after high school, Coat. Don't stress out.

I give it a moth. Maybe two moths, max.

Seriously feel ya man.

So...

.. just go ahead and die. Thanks!

These threads are so depressing. Can't you just say like.. "Going to Florida for two weeks, taking pictures, see you all when I get back!" like LTS at least. -_-

P.S.

Hi LTS!

I left the window unlatched. But...

I can't wait forever.

Kotenku,

My brother, always stay focused on the important matters in life and strive hard to make sure you stay on top of them. Then, when you have the time, treat yourself to something you like to do in moderation. If there are a lot of moving stressors going on in your life, then simply buckle down and get them taken care of. That way you dont feel guilty about taking in the pleasures in life.

When you have finished getting a hold on the things you need to to, then come on back. We will be sure to leave a light on and a plate out for you. :)

Domare

Sadly, I have to admit it's probably a good call.

Bye

Sad, but I'm glad you're trying to get your priorities straight. School is far more important than EfU, fun though it is. I myself had better get a move on on a PSEO research paper, or my arse is toasted.

Good luck.

wcsherry These threads are so depressing. Can't you just say like.. "Going to Florida for two weeks, taking pictures, see you all when I get back!" like LTS at least. -_-

P.S.

Hi LTS!

HI!

HELLO EFU.

Real life comes first, EFU second.

If they can't come on EFU for RL reasons and a promise your Pally makes can't be upheld because of that, use an excuse like you broke your ankle getting there (worked for me with the Unseelie raid with the giant spider and Spellguard orbs!)

That sounds like the last eight years of my life. Minus the self-hate and the urge to care about my future at all. Still, <3Coat.

Rock on!

Good Riddance.

lol, shameless goodbye post even the Halfbrood did not write one.

You made me so happy, you probably can't imagine.

I know the feeling. My checking the forums is random and my login's lately have been even more rare.

Take care of what you need and when time opens up and you're feeling more up to it, you're welcome to come back.

Good call, Coat. As fun as it is, EfU really shouldn't be taking precedence over education and whatnot. Take it easy, relax and take your time to sort everything out in life and then come on back whenever you feel like it.

Hay guyz.

Thefirstpost I'll return then, play for part of the summer, until I finish my last character, and then the chances are good that I'll be leaving permanently, to move on with my life.

Love you guys a lot. But it's about time I move on. I'm happy to report that I am vastly better off than I was when I made the original post in this thread.

I'm leaving again, now. There is no bitterness, no malice, no bad feelings whatsoever. In fact, I feel as good as I have in some time, and even a bit happy at it being over.

For the sake of keeping to this sort of a commitment, I probably won't be around IRC much at all, except to drop in and say hey.

I'm starting college in August. It probably won't be too busy to preclude playing, but I know for a fact, and the evidence has shown me, every time, that my life is better by -so much- when I don't, I may have to keep myself away.

Have a good time, guys.

Kotenku,

Good luck man!

:cry:

...Luck IRL

I love you.

take it easy dude