((This background was discussed with a DM))
It has been 16 years since we were told He fell. A horrific lie.
I dug graves. I tended tombs. I took wills. I performed the rights, I performed the ceremonies. I made certain all knew of the power and glory of Him and ensured he was properly honored. He is much misunderstood. He is much maligned. He is not good, He is not evil, He simply is, to deny Him would be to yell at a thunderstorm as it crushes your home or to cry out at the sea as your ship sinks. A pointless, utterly futile activity.
He is more pure, he is above such concepts as good and evil. He simply is and one day, all stand before Him. He gave my life purpose and meaning where there was none, I was pleased and honored to serve Him. I aspired to nothing more in life then to serve Him and fulfill His will.
Then we were told, He was not.
We were told a new god known as Cyruk had stolen the Throne of Bone and now this new god ruled the land of the dead.
I tore my clothes to shreds, I sat in ash and refused to take food or water in the crypt for a week and hoped to die, to join Him in death. The rest of the temple pitied me and chastised me for showing grief. Eventually I rose from my mourning and saw to my duties. The work still waited for me. Digging graves, tending tombs, seeing to wills, performing the rights and the ceremonies. Then we were told once again the Throne of Bone had been seized now by a god named Kelemvor.
Once again, my temple changed the sign out front and acted accordingly. I felt no grief at this, I took no joy in serving Cyruk. The only thing which kept me from taking my own life was my devotion to my duties but I would not spread fear of this Cyruk, nor would I utter a single word of respect for him from my lips. I took my vows to serve Him and to see to The Work, He had passed, but the work remained, I owed it to Him, to fulfill my obligation. I took no joy in my work under Cyruk, I wished him only death, I was very pleased to learn the temple no longer served him, I was not alone in this. The church of Cyruk since declared war on the church of Kelemvor.
Several years after, our temple was attacked by followers of Cyruk. The temple was burned, the high priest was slain, many of us were slain, I was sold into slavery and eventually shipped into the underdark and sold to drow. I spent some time in their captivity. I was used to haul offal carts. There is a sense of irony in life, I was also used to dispose of the corpses of other slaves and beasts, I did my best to perform the Rights but I was beaten when this was discovered.
As I languished under the lash of slavery, I mourned again and I cried out to Him, my fallen lord, my fallen god, my beloved master, Myrkul! I thought him dead, but I did not care, my slavery was a lash I could not bear and only He had ever cared for me and protected me. Only He had ever protected me! Only He had ever cared for me! Only He ever loved me and I only ever Him. I cried out and I prayed in vain, but still I had dreams, dreams of Him, looking at me with his emotionless face.
I was pushing a cart of corpses outside of the fungus plantation, guarded by a single drow guard, one I had not yet before met. Each one I had met, I had asked permission to perform the rights and make a marker stone for the corpses, each denied me and beat me for the request. Still it was a new one, so I had made my request. He beat me and I tried to take it with silent dignity. As he beat me, suddenly I saw the face of Him and my mind was filled with rage. I could take it no more!
I cried out! “NONE TOUCHES A SERVANT OF MYRKUL AND LIVES!!”
I dove on the Drow and I cried out to Myrkul! I tried to summon negative energy, knowing it would be in vain, but not caring! And I was able to! My hands were bathed in the power of the crypt and I drove my thumbs through the eye of the drow. Blinded he cried out in pain and dropped his sword, I took it and dove it deep into his chest. He struggled briefly and then, died. I quickly put the corpse of the drow onto the cart and carried the cart as far away as I was able.
You cannot dig in much of the underdark, not with any ease, it is not dirt, but rock. None the less, I made a kern, a grave of a pit with bodies placed in and rocks placed above it, to keep away scavengers. I buried the corpses as best as I could and used the sword to a marker of stone, carving the names of the slaves I knew onto it. I left the symbol of Him on the spot. I dismembered the drow and laid down on the grave, expecting death. I passed out from fatigue.
I saw Him. Not as an emotionless face, but all of Him. He sat on the Throne of Bone and I bowed on the floor at his feet. And then he spoke to me.
“That which is Dead, can never Die. I am not yet ready to take you. You have remained faithful. You are to live. Go. Spread the word. Perform the rituals. Perform the rights. Rebuild My Priesthood. You are given a Reprieve. I live.”
The truth is so obvious to me now! How could the others not conceive it? Cyruk became a god when he stole the power of Bane and Bhaal. He wished to gain the power of all of the Dread Three and subvert the Lord of Bone as well. The church of Bane is vast and well armed, it is an army. The church of the Lord of Bone is not an army, we are not numerous. Cyruk used the army of Bane to attempt to destroy the priesthood and spread a horrific lie.
As if tricking or killing the priests of the Lord of Bone could remove him from the throne! He then “created” this god known as Kelemvor, to attempt to further subvert The Lord of Bone. Most of the Church has been deceived and tricked, tricked to serve nothing more than a mask of the evil god Cyruk! How easily these fools are lead astray! How easily my comrades spurned their loyalty!
Every priest in the world of the Lord of Bone could be deceived. Every servant of the Lord of Bone in the world could be dead. It would be irrelevant. He would still sit on the Throne of Bone and decide the fates of all men.
Still, I cannot spurn my comrades too harshly, I lost heart as well and thought him dead, but in my heart, I never lost my loyalty to him. When the faithful learn of this, they will surely return. This has been nothing more then a test by the Lord of Bone to test his faithful, I am saddened to say, most of us failed. I wandered the underdark for a time and found a city of men. I have begun to perform the rights and perform the rituals. I have applied to work for the cities morgue.
The Work remains to be done and the word must be spread.