And to think i nearly threw myself into the darkness.. Today after another long session of self-pity, lonliness and wishing to be anywhere but here I've been saved by another human. the worshippers I've found worship for a way! Much like Selune my saviour, and Lathander, (father's morninglord) they Spread light to all those around who would wish it. even amongst all the shadows there are those willing to find hope in faith!!! And now i come to find the true purpose for there being aligned is the desire to find a path to the surface! I've been in sanctuary for two weeks now, and already i've found others who refuse to rot in stagnancy, whose passion for living, and knowledge of a better place bring them solace. It is truley amazing to be so warm in a place so cold.. but yet it is cold, and I am once more finding myself penniless. I've decided to join up wherever i can to find some coin. It's not like anywhere on the coast here, the Absence of the god's is everpresent even to one so far-removed as I.. I wonder if there are others here that have found there way from my fair city... perhaps they'd understand why its hard for me not to cut off a goblins ear after I've killed them, or why I speak of morning when i lay down to rest..