It's with a sad heart that I post this, especially just after Christmas, but recent revelations that came to light made it pretty impossible for me to wait, or even to continue to look at EfU's playerbase in the same light. I have enjoyed my time on EfU immensely, and it has been one of the best NWN servers I have ever played on-probably the best, as a matter of fact. The good and noble DM knight, Sir Howland, has created an amazing world here, and the rest of the DM team is equally awesome at supporting it. I've no problem with the DMs, and have much love for them.
The reason I'm leaving, then, is because of the treachery, deceit, and genuine ill-will that players I thought I knew-and who I thought liked me and respected me-have been spreading around behind my back. The revelations and news that people had been spreading venomous gossip about me, propagating outright lies about my character and my OOC activities, and just generally mocking me with no respect or concern for the commitment and time I've put into my character have made it impossible for me to look at EfU in the same way. I'm not going to name names, or go on a tirade, but the simple fact of the matter is that the OOC maliciousness that others have been having at my innocent expense has just gone too high, and I can't continue to play my character or enjoy EfU anymore, so I'm stepping back from the server.
It's been a fun, terrific experience, and I wouldn't trade it for the world. I apologize to all the players who still support me with whom I was involved, but I just had to do what I had to do, and I know you'll get along fine without me. I also want to thank the DMs for giving me the chance to play an Aasimar Paladin of Sune, and apologize for abandoning the character. I am grateful to the DM team for all the support they gave me, and I hope there's no ill will on my decision to quit the character, because you truly made his experience a unique and awesome story. For all the rest of you, I still love you, even if you don't love me, and I hope maybe one day we may be reconciled.
Anyone who wants to talk to me about this decision, you have my MSN. I'll probably be heading to whatever server Teah Evans is currently on, so if you still want to play with me, feel free to make a character there. It's been a terrific six months playing here, and I'll always have fond memories of my time on EfU. I'd like to give a special thanks out to all the cute e-girls I interacted with, because you truly made my time here smoking hot.
Adios, and vayas con Dios. SaRF signing off EfU for the last time. Hugs, kisses, and a lot of love-and the hope for all of you that you find true love IRL someday that is every bit as amazing and awe-inspiring as the love between Squall and Rinoa.
-SaRF