Friends,
My deepest apologies for not being around of late. There is much on my mind as I work to complete tombs of my lord. I feel closer to him then ever while writing them, as though his will guides my hand at every moment. It is a sublime feeling and one that often pulls me from reality for days at a time.
In the rare times I have found to leave the house of late, I have heard the most disturbing news. News of the drow and of people possesing items which may bring us to war. So upsetting is this affair that I have found that I can not write any longer without seeing to this matter, or at least knowing that my house mates, my kin are taking care of it in a right and just manner. I hoped to share my own thoughts with you and hear your opinion.
I am reminded of sotries of numerous Saints, who gave their lives willingly so that others might live. Yet, I fear this is not the case we face now. The carriers of these foul relics have not come forward. The will for martyrdom is not with them, and thus we face a difficult choice. Do we take one life in order to save many?
What would Ilmater do? With all my heart, I feel he would not take the lives of these people unwillingly. Thus, I feel it leaves us with few choices. Ethier we prepare for war, or we find a way to remove the relics without harming the bodies of these people. I have prayed on this deeply and am uncertain as to wether this can be done. I do not trust the spellguard cares enough to keep their end of their bargain with the people who hold these relics and I will give them no promise unless I am certain I can myself. I need more time to pray. Time, which I may not have.
In the meantime, we must prepare for the worst. Nikka and Chris, I'd like you to start stockpiling food and other supplies in case of a seige. Fill every empty space if you must.
Mylin, spread the word that all who seek Sanctuary within the walls of the house shall recieve it. Make certain that people know they can hold up there as long as they need and if it comes to it we will make a stand together.
Dell, I need you to speak with the Tigers and the Watch. Find out what their defense plan in case of an attack, and ask how we might best help to defend our city.
And all of you keep looking for these relic holders. If you find one, let them know they are safe with us, that at the very least, I would see myself killed before bringing unwilling harm upon their bodies.
With love and with light, I ask these things of you. I ask also for your council. You are in my prayers.
-Michael