Dear diary,

I lost my old one... but I suppose this new book will be fine. though I wish the color was a bit brighter. My old one was pink and frilly with little purple hearts all over it *little drawing of a book with hearts* but oh well cant have everything I want in this place. I finnaly decided to start writing in you because the life of a courier is just getting boring. Guess I needed something I could talk to and not be made fun of or corrected every ten seconds bleh... thats all I hear "blah blah blah you are wrong about this... blah blah blah you arn't doing that right" at least you dont make fun of me... I love you diary *little drawings of hearts* So I actually got to see Gaby again finally... she is getting harder and harder to get ahold of. But I guess thats just her lot in life... the whole prophecy thingy. Ah well, I guess its just the life of a sidekick to be left behind alot. She seems to be doing well as far as I can see though. So, I am happy *smily face* been talking to Rilo and Art more often lately too. Seems they are my only two friends even though they tell me Im wrong alot. Another person offered to have sex with me for money today too *frowning face* I dont know why they think I am one. Someone said something about the clothes I wear but you have to understand, diary, thats like the only way I get attention. No one really likes talking to a gossiping courier I guess. Maybe I should find a way to make myself more useful. People keep telling me Im not totaly useles (even though they are wrong) but maybe I can actually learn to do something. I am kinda good with clothes. I could start a clothing line... but who would but clothes off a mostly useless courier? Ah well, Im just depressing myself more. Guess Ill write again soon.

Dear Diary,

So like I decided to be more usefull and actually started getting into some old habbits (using knifes and stuff, not the bad things) and found out Im still kinda good at it. Art took me advernturing and we killed all kinds of like, bugs and uhh monsters and stuff. I went to some house with Rilo to kill rats and I got bit. it got infected like really bad and I had been sick for hours with no one to heal me. Well I found out something TOTALY neat. We (Rilo, Art, Me, and uhh... some other people) were like uhh doing something probably had to do with fighting since Art was there. But anyway I was feeling all sick and stuff. Then I saw this trap so I like went to work on it like I used to. Well someone stepped on it and it blew out lighting everywhere. Knocked me out. Weird thing is, when I woke up... the desease... was gone. GONE! it was like magic. I think lighting can like cure desease and stuff. Kinda makes me wonder what else it can do. I think Im going to like figure it out. Maybe if I descover something amazing and important Gaby will notice me again. maybe...