I may have to quit soon, and this is just my heads up and requisite E/N thread.
You know Peter Petrelli from Heroes, who can absorb the special powers of people he's near? Well, okay, imagine that Peter Petrelli is today. Then imagine that "powers" is just another term for "shit".
Now imagine that I'm Sylar, and Peter's coming after me, except instead of being this vicious supervillain, I am also shit.
I thought you'd like that. Contextualization is always key to proper communication.
Sooo...we may not be able to pay our phone bill, our cable bill, our internet bill. There's a very slim chance, albeit a chance nonetheless, that we won't be able to pay our rent.
Credit cards don't cut you off; they let you dig yourself a bigger and bigger hole, then charge you extra for going over. Telephone and cable companies can tack on charges arbitrarily because they magically discovered fees from two years ago that they need to blame somebody for. At the moment, we owe about $4100-4200 to these darling gents and ladies so, depending on how things turn out, I may be quitting teh gmae.
Today I was downtown, and I passed by this exceedingly-cute fella about my age, 19, 20, playing a flute outside the bank. He was pretty good, actually, and I enjoyed the tuneskies. On my way back in that direction I came expecting to see him gone, but to my surprise he was still there. Only thing was that he was crouched down against the wall, whereas before he was standing there, jivin' to the rhythm. Now he's just so mopey, and he plays a little, stops...I think I saw a sigh in there once. So as I'm coming by the second time, I notice that in the half hour since I've been downtown, dude earned no coin. He had 2 quarters when I passed by before.
So I drop a 20 on the dude. I smile, nod, and do a little two fingered salute, as is my style at the time. He looks up and I can't quite tell what that look on his face is. I'm about 5 more steps along before he actually calls out his profuse thanks to me, and you know, good mojo. Good feeling. I'd call it karma if we hadn't just been screwed over by this inauspicious day. I just gave him 40 times what he's earned thus far in the day. But the best part of all is when I'm a little further down the street, I look behind me and see that he's standing again, playing his flute with gusto.
Normally when I do things like this (because it's not the first time), the Mom gives me a little bit of a hard time about my looseness with money but it stays at that. Now my mom was so worried; it's really scaring her, the situation we're in. We are on a precipice. I didn't have the heart to tell her until she came into my room just now and admitted she's been spending to help others out as well. It really makes me appreciate how lucky I am to turn out to be a person like her.
It all makes me feel so grateful.
Also, I have hot dogs. 8)
Edit: Our neighbours are giving a free TV with a built-in CD/DVD player. What the hell is it with today?