*Written in clear and very legible hand writing*

Thank Tyr my long weeks of wanderering about the Underdark are over. I have come upon a small little town known as Sanctuary. It is some what of a queer place having a vast amount of various races in it mostly composed of former slaves. I thank Tyr though that there are no salve catchers here and ESSPICALLY no damn Illithids. I still feel a very heavy heart to all those poor slaves still at the colony. I also still feel a very heavy heart for poor Balin. I miss him oh so much in this dark and cold underworld. The many weeks wandering about the underdark have also had me thinking of Katlin. What a strange woman she was. In some ways I am glade to have lost her but in a very strange way I missed her company if only to have kept me safe from the dangers of this place. I suppose it does not matter anymore though. I will try my best to bring Tyr's justice to this place and help those in need here. What ever happens I know Tyr will guide my path.

Today I watched a convicted crimal get stoned to death by the citizens of Sanctuary for a crime he was found guilty of. I"m so glade to see that justice is being administered in this town in this underworld and that the citizens of this place get to have an active roll in administering that justice. It is good to see that the ways of Tyr are well alive here in Sanctuary.

A man sent a message to the citizens of Sanctuary inviting others to come and spar with him in the Arena in the upper sections of Santuary. I was curious about this and went there to see what was happening. One other man showed up to spar with the man who sent the calling. I offered them healing during their session and did end up healing some of their wounds. It was an enteraining event. Both were very evenly balanced fighters as they both won one session each. They were as balanced as Tyr's justice in their fighting capabilities and their manners to be fair about the match. Shame it is that not all things are as balanced and justice as they were.

What a mess. I am quickly reminded why it is that I prefer to stay in this place and help the citizens here then to run off wanderering the underdark again. Thank Tyr that he watches over me so well. I owe him much this day. I was asked to go with a group to find some encampment of gnomes. In order to get there we had to be took there by fairy by a gnome to the docks of some cursed city of lizardfolk. When we got there we were immediatly attacked by some lizards and for many many hours we fought the lizardfolk around the area for some time searching for this encampment. We lost a few of our members but the gods saw fit to spare us including myself on one occasion after having one of the lizardfolk stick me with a blade. If that were not bad enough some cursed Banite was among those in the group. His very presence absolutly disgusted me. We traveled for some time and eventully came upon this gnome woman. Apparently she was a druid and was tending some large cavern with a lot of crystals of all colors and shapes. She said that the area was being attacked by Orogs. We volunteered to help her fight against these Orogs but we were simply no match for them and had to turn back and head back to the docks. We were cut off eventully however and it sadens my heart to say that a poor halfling woman died fighting some lizardmen and the group left her behind. They left me behind too as the members of the group were quite weak in will and listened to the Banite. The Banite had potions to hide all of us from the lizardfolk while we headed back to the docks but he learned I followed Tyr and said he would not let me have one of the potions though even if he had offered it to me I wouldn't have took his help. After watching this sickening group leave I prayed to Tyr to help me out of this sticky situation so that I may do his will and to show the might of Tyr back in sanctuary to that Banite and the rest of the Banites in knowing that a weak attempt to kill off one of Tyr's followers failed. Blessed be to Tyr. May his might and justice spread over this community and purge the injustice of folk like those I had the misfortune of traveling with.

What a mess. I am quickly reminded why it is that I prefer to stay in this place and help the citizens here then to run off wanderering the underdark again. Thank Tyr that he watches over me so well. I owe him much this day. I was asked to go with a group to find some encampment of gnomes. In order to get there we had to be took there by fairy by a gnome to the docks of some cursed city of lizardfolk. When we got there we were immediatly attacked by some lizards and for many many hours we fought the lizardfolk around the area for some time searching for this encampment. We lost a few of our members but the gods saw fit to spare us including myself on one occasion after having one of the lizardfolk stick me with a blade. If that were not bad enough some cursed Banite was among those in the group. His very presence absolutly disgusted me. We traveled for some time and eventully came upon this gnome woman. Apparently she was a druid and was tending some large cavern with a lot of crystals of all colors and shapes. She said that the area was being attacked by Orogs. We volunteered to help her fight against these Orogs but we were simply no match for them and had to turn back and head back to the docks. We were cut off eventully however and it sadens my heart to say that a poor halfling woman died fighting some lizardmen and the group left her behind. They left me behind too as the members of the group were quite weak in will and listened to the Banite. The Banite had potions to hide all of us from the lizardfolk while we headed back to the docks but he learned I followed Tyr and said he would not let me have one of the potions though even if he had offered it to me I wouldn't have took his help. After watching this sickening group leave I prayed to Tyr to help me out of this sticky situation so that I may do his will and to show the might of Tyr back in sanctuary to that Banite and the rest of the Banites in knowing that a weak attempt to kill off one of Tyr's followers failed. Tyr answered my prayer and no sooner did I finish my prayer did I find myself completly invisible from even myself! I ran like the wind past the lizardfolk by the docks and no sooner did I see the fairy man did the blessing disapate. I talked with him and he took me back to the blue mushroom inn. I made my way back to sanctuary from there thanks to Tyr. Blessed be to Tyr. May his might and justice spread over this community and purge the injustice of folk like those I had the misfortune of traveling with.

I spoke with an elven woman by the name of Quadra the other day ago bringing some goods to a woman at the blue mushroom inn. What a troubled child she seems. She told me of this mercenary group she was with called the Golden Doubloons. Apparently she is part of this "cadre" as she calls it and says that the members of the group are rather ruff around the edges. She seemed to be having trouble fitting in with the group and she told me that they often make her feel uncomfortable with the way they treat and talk to her. She seemed like a dear though the way she helped me and looked after me. May Tyr guide her judgement and soul in the path to rightousness.

A week ago or so I spoke with the lady known as Erandla outside the rock bottom inn and found out something interesting about her and Quadra. Apparently they liked each other in an intiment way. I must say I was quite surprised to hear this. Honestly I did not know what to say to her about it though I didn't want to let it show. I tried to think if Tyr's teachings about the matter for help. I thought the just thing to do would be to give her advise on the problem she had as she seemed to be telling me this for a reason why she eventully spoke. Apparently Quadra has been having issues and she keeps refering to herself as someone else. Perhaps its a way to forget who she really is? Maybe she just doesn't like the person she is so shes creating some alter ego personality now to erase her past so to say. Unfortuntly Erandla is part of that past and she feels sad that Quadra is erasing her from it. I tried to give Erandla some advice saying to her to try and take Quadra to some place they shared special and see if she would remember the times they shared and their feelings for each other. I hope I have given her correct advise in this matter....I feel affraid I did not I must admit. May Tyr guide my path so that I may follow it and show others its way to rightousness.

I spoke with Erandla at the House of Light the other day ago about her and Quadra. Funny thing is we went to the house of light to speak privatley about her and quadra and wouldn't the gods know it Quadra was at the house of light. Some dwarf of the tiger mercenry company was talking with a care taker at the house about some matter when we walked in. I don't know why but Quadra was there as the dwarf and caretaker were discussing some matter of what sounded like another's debt. Erandla spoke with Quadra at the House as I prayed and at one point while I was praying their discussion got fairly emotional as Quadra was yelling at Erandla at one point. I spoke to Erandla after and she told me that Quadra's alter ego personality Filan was the one speaking to her. Erandla told me that it is actully Filan that loves her and not Quadra. Erandla told me that she has mixed feelings about the two but that she loves her as a whole not just one part. Unfortuntly Filan only loves Erandla in the way that Erandla loves Quadra and Filan. Apparently Erandla is prepared to move on though as she has found another woman that she loves though they are taking things slowly because of prior love relationships. I hope that Erandla finds peace and happieness in her love life. Hopefully her and quadra/filan can still be friends as well. Tyr bless them and guide them.

I got up today and found out some very sad news when I went downstairs. I saw Erandla and spoke with her. She told me that apparently the House of Light caught on fire and some people had died. I was shocked to hear the news and after saying good bye to her went to the house and saw for myself. Indeed it has been partialy burned down. The second floor of the building collapsed from the fire but some of the first floor still exsist. I was very sad to see the statue of Tyr broke as well as the rest of the triad's statues. I talked with the care taker of the house of light though and she said not to be too sad for the place will surley be rebuilt in time and that our faith should not be shock up just because this happened. She warned about letting hate corrupt our hearts but said to learn from the lessons of this terrible incident. As she said eventully retribution will come to those who have done this to the house as she expects that some foul play was invovled in the matter. May Tyr bless everyone in this trying time and strengthen our hearts, bodies, minds, and souls so that justice prevails over this town.

I"m so excited! I recently spoke with a woman known as Danni. She is a priestess of the House of light and she asked me if I would be willing to help the house! I have wanted to help the house out ever since I got here. I find their actions and attitudes aboute the people of sanctuary to be along the same thinking as mine. I love how they take care of the needs of the people of the town both with divine help and counciling. Oh I"m so happy! Danni was a very generous woman and I hope to speak to her more. She helped me by giving me a few things to help me see to the curing of physical wounds that others have. I also recently met a very nice paladin named Toman. He is such a nice young man as well. He gave me a staff that helps with the wounds of others also. Hopefully I shall see him around more and be able to speak to him. I just hope I am able to due my duty and service to my lord of justice so that the good folk of this town will know his name and grace. Tyr guide me in my tasks.

So much to write.......hopefully I remember it all. I've been speaking with quite a few folk in the rock bottom inn in town. By Tyr I never realised how much folk suffer in this town and how much they need spiritual guidence. I spoke to two elves and both of them were acting quite strange in the bar. A dwarf named samus spoke with one of the elves and I with the other. The one I spoke to refered to himself as Master Kane. Quite the interesting fellow. I spoke to him for a while trying to find out why he was acting strangely. He had been talking to himself and arguing with himself saying strange things and then scowlding himself for saying them. After a while though he told me of why he was doing this. Apparently he has three souls trapped in his body. The most dominant one is a very nice elf named Nodunglis. Apparently he was a scholar once in life and he told me of how he and the two other men fought in a battle once and apparently they all got trapped in this same body. The other two souls are that of a half orc and another one that he calls Syth. I do not like Syth. He seems like a very foul being and has even said very vile things to me about my beauty and how lucious I look. A very disgusting being. I found Nodunglis though to be a very interesting being and I hope I hear more from him. Samus told me that the other elf whose name I have a hard time pronouncing has been acting strangley ever since he got possession of some blade. For lack of my knowldge of elven words I shall call him Tra for the first part of his name. Samus the dwarven woman believes that the blade he found makes him act crazy. I am starting to believe this as he only acts strange when he is holding the blade. I was walking with Karmin out in upper sanctuary and I could not believe my eyes but as we walked to the stairs to head to lower sanctuary there appeared this great and big animatron! It went through the town and started to attack citizens! The watchmen and women came to the aid of the townsfolk though and immeditaly started to attack it. I also took to my arms and did what I could. My the thing was big but we were able to combat it long enough to put it down but only after it had fallen down the stairs into lower sanctuary. I could barley believe it however though when the tigereye mercenary started arguing with the watch about who should be able to keep the parts. The Sergeant (who was a woman) took most of the parts along with her partner but Tiny made off with one of the arms. Apparently the arm is still with the tigereye mercenaries. The rest of the parts are assembled in the spell guard tower. Such maddness lately......I hope I am able to guide the folk of this town well with their spiritual problems. I also pray to Tyr that I am able to protect these folk from these hidious attacks that seem to be happening lately. My blessed god of justice please help me see that good is done so that others may know your good name and so that justice rains supreme over this dark land.

What a terrible matter it is lately that has been affecting my mind......a few days ago I was in the rock bottom inn and I was listening to the words of this halfling named Sunni speak of his past. In his story he left behind his wife and child on the surface. Little did sunni know his son Rissi was listening and they were reunited that day in the bar. They were very happy to have found each other. They celebrated with drinks and got rather drunk. I ended up taking rissi to bed (Kyle helped as well to put rissi to sleep) as I feared that rissi might get himself into a lot of trouble. He did not get into trouble that night but it seems trouble found him lately..... I have been speaking with him the last few days and he told me of how this halfling woman named Anna fell in love with him and him with her. Well unfortuntly his father Sunni loved the woman also and became very jeleous of Rissi. Things happened and degraded so bad between them that Sunni actully threatened the life of both Riss and this Anna that Rissi loves very deeply. Sunni apparently challenged Rissi to a duel and feeling real danger for him and his love excepted the duel. Rissi did not want to kill his father but he was forced to in the duel. A tigereye mercenary watched over the duel despite the fact that Rissi had gone to them to see about arresting his father for threatening the life of him and his love. Rissi mainly excepted the duel because he feared for the life of his beloved Anna. Sunni apparently was from some halfling order and now they are deciding the fate of this poor halfling. I told him that he should tell them how Sunni forced the duel on him by threatening him and Anna but he does not want to include Anna for fear that they might want to prosecute her for the killing of Sunni as well. I have been praying for the life of this young halfling....even now he protects Anna as best as he can. He must really love her. I wish all males were as devoted and caring toward their ladies as fare Rissi. Tyr bless and watch over his soul.

I"m so happy! I have spoke with Chell and met his wife recently and he asked me to join the house of light! I could barley constrain myself when he asked me. I told him I would be delighted to join the house. Since I"ve come to this town I"ve found what they do to be most honorable. I am looking forward very much to aiding the poor, wounded, sick, and troubled souls of this town. Unfortuntly Karmin has told me that he wished to leave the house as a guard to go and join the society of ordered minds. I must admit for the past few days I have slept easy knowing that he was there watching the house and me. Tyr be with him in his quest to bring about the justice that must be wrote in this dark under earth. Indeed......Tyr be with us all and guide our judgements in these trying times.

My first few days as an Acolyte for the house have been spent taking care of many tasks both for the house and sanctuary. Thus far I've fought undead, slain ogres trying to poison the water's water supply, and heard concerns from some of the citizens about various matters including the house itself. I decided to take some time off from my duties to go and watch the crone fight night that was to take place in the pissing crone. I mainly wanted to go and see if they needed healing for the fighters which it turned out some did need help with their wounds. While I was watching the fights I noticed a man kept looking my way. Later I met and greeted him. Apparently he is new to the town. Something seemed a bit strange to me about him and some others even expressed to me that they did not wish me to speak with him but he seemed troubled so I did. His words were plain and simple not telling much of himself. He told me his full name but it is long so I will simply call him by the first letters of his name in this entry as Fen. I hope I see more of Fen and am able to talk with him more. Later that day I met with memebers of the house of light for the first time which was enlightening. After that me and karmin walked down to the blue mushroom. I bought a helm for Daristin there to match his full plate armor he recently bought with help from Chell. When I returned I found out he wanted to get modifications to his armor so I paid the dwarf he was talking to to go ahead and do the work. I would rather have a well equiped friend with good armor then a dead one. I spoke with Chell and he told me something that was really sad. He told me that his wife lost two baby twins which was making him quite sad. I felt so bad for Chell since he is a nice man. Tyr bless and watch over them well and their twins who sadly had to depart so soon to the after life. I"m sure they are in good hands now.

It would seem I do not know as much about paladins as I would have originaly thought myself to have known. I spoke with a elf today named who had a yet another long name and for simplicity sake I shall call him cryst. Cryst was running about sanctuary with barely any clothes on. I spoke with him and asked him if he had clothes or any money for clothes. He told me he did not have any clothes so I bought some for him so he would not be running around sanctuary with his bare skin exposed. I introduced myself to him and he was very thankful to me for buying the clothes. When I told him I was with the house of light however he told me he didn't imagine I would like him much. This troubled my heart much so I asked him why. He told me that his heart was tained and many paladins would refer to him as evil because of the tain in his heart. He told me that his taint was from years of mistreatment and bad experiences. Honestly I felt pitty for this elf. As far as his personal views go they were much in accordance with mine with the exception that he felt anger in his heart over the experiences but I did not. I wanted to him this elf so later that day I tried to convince the party I was with to let the elf come along. Many were priest, priestesses, and paladins. I implored them to open their hearts and give this elf a chance as this is all he wanted. He told me when I had spoke to him earlier that he felt his heart could change if only folk would give him a chance to have good experiences. But alas the paladins would not let him into our group and I"m sorry to say the elf was not able to have a good experience this day. I know why the others did what they did......I do not fault them for being themselves. I just hope this elf does not give up on himself. Tyr be with him and my good men and women whom I call friends so that they may do good and write the injustice of life.

*This entry is wrote with a heavy script and with what appears to be some sort of dried slime substance on the page*

Can we have one day of peace in this underworld? I"ve just come back from the ball. What a lovely eve it was........until the end. Hennrick played a wonderful set in which I danced with Karmin. I saw many folk there and greeted them as they entered the ball. I danced a line dance as well with Tarnis and others. Tarnis auctioned off some items in a raffle. That was quite fun. Karmin even won a wand but some damn drunk man punched him claiming that the wand was his. The man punched karmin and then left. Hes lucky he ran as I'm sure karmin would have wiped the floor with him. Karmin was such a dear he gave me the wand but sadly I could not use the magic locked in it. I gave it as a gift instead to Hennrick who has become my favorite bard around town. I must admit I was lightly sad though to not have heard any slow music for any slow dances. I had shown some folk around town how to slow dance but no one played an slow songs. Some banite told some story of a fight between Bane and Torm. Daristin said it was full of lies. After the banite speech some strange man asked if he could perorm and perform he did. He summoned some strange gelatinous creatures which attacked the crowd. He ran out of the building which then began to flood with sewage water. The town then went on alert and everyone went down into the sewers to find the man but our search for him was halted when we ran into an old locked door that no one would open. That a bastard that man is. Ruined a good peaceful night of fun for the townsfolk and on top of has got my dressed completly dirty! Going to have to take a good scrubbing to this now.

The gods sure do work in mysterious ways. Today I went out of the town gates with Sera, Kara, and Daristin. We went outside the gates to burry some bones of some unfortunate souls we found. We put some rocks around the bones and joined hands as I said a prayer for us all in the name of the triad. We cleansed the area and were about to leave when wouldn't you know it Daristin spotted a gnomish woman on the ledge above us. Apparently she had been watching our burial. We went up to greet her and she seemed very timid. We took her into town and took her in at the house of light. We gave her shelter and food. After speaking with her after she had a long sleep I found out her name was Elsee. The poor thing was following some drow in the underdark who had kidnapped her family. Unfortuntly she lost sight of them and was left alone in the underdark. She just happened to find her way to the town after some time of wandering about the underdark. I have invited Elsee to stay with us for the time being until she gets her barring about the town. I also told her of the seekers and how they are known for seeking out slaves and seeing them brought back to sanctuary. Maybe one day they will be able to help her locate her family and bring them back to our safe haven. May Tyr bless them all and guide them.

*on this page in the journal winkled parts of the page can be seen. They appear to be tear drops that once adorned the page that have tried out*

What a long day...........what a very very long ago........so much to write about but where to begin? I was sitting there talking with some folk at the house....I finally met snorri today. A dwarven priest of Illmater. Nice fellow. He helped cure a spider bite that I had took on my right leg. His act of kindness helped me to remember about dear kyle. I have finally got the coin to spend to bring this man back to life and I"ve done it and paid to have him raised. The simple fact of the matter was for me that I counceled this man for months and he was showing great improvement about his treatment of others. I know he had a terrible past of being forced by the drow to rape and kill his fellow slaves but ever since me and the other clergy memebers had been counceling him he had stopped womanizing so far as I know. He was on the path to finding the light until that damned teredift killed him. Teredift tricked kaddaz into thinking kyle was bad and then kaddaz found out the sad truth that teredift was the evil one when she stabbed and cut out kyle's heart. I found kyle's body in the moselum when folk brought him in. It was really hard to tell it was him until I had a good look at his body. I didn't want his life to end on such a terrible note as he was on the path to becoming a better person. I have seen fit to give him a second chance at life. Hopefully he lives that life to the fullest in a just and good way. He has given the house a 500 coin donation for all we have done for him in trying to see him to the light. I know hes a good soul he just needs guidence. I hope the others understand...... Later that day I was in the house praying. Apparently someone came up to me while I was praying and was able to knock me unconcious. The other memebers of the house found me and I was out cold. I woke up and they asked me what happend and I had to tell them I did not know as all I rememebered was praying and then being knocked unconcious. I felt really bad because kara asked if I wanted her to say and I told her I would be okay. She later returned and found me like that. Poor thing. I think I will keep her much closer by my side from now on when they ask.....daristin too. By Tyr I......................................*the writing runs off with the pen as if something distracted linda while she was writing*

*she continues the writing on another page from the cut off of the previous entry*

as I said way too many happenings today.......Artorious showed something to me and Eleina that I'm not entirely sure I was glade to see. On one had I"m very glade to have seen what he showed me and her and on the other I"m not. I forget how we got on the discussion but we were talking about politics and corruption. He broke the conversation to show us some "truth". We went down with him to the sewers and he showed us this........this......this....well.....town! Its a sewer town! He took us there becaue he wanted us to read some articles that some man had wrote. By Tyr I could not believe my eyes. There were simply too many articles for me to read them all but many spoke of how the spell guard and town government wish to keep control over the people. It spoke of horrible things and how the people tried to rebell against the government but they were put down and forced into the sewers. I must admit a lot of the things I'm sceptical about but the town itself is compelling evidence that the government may indeed be corrupt. Why has no one spoke of these people living beneth our feet? I find it very fishy that the town government has not commented on thse people so far as I know. If what I read in the articles is true then I'm VERY sorry to say my out look on this town might change. I may not see this place in the same light I use to. Tyr help me...... I tried to speak to Eleina about kyle. Her reaction was exactly as I had thought it would be. She doesn't like kyle because of his womanizing which I don't blame her for. I don't like that about kyle either but the fact of the matter was that he was trying to get better by speaking with me and the other clerics to help him become a better man. He got mcuh better right before he was killed. I ran away from Eleina when she spoke ill of Kyle. I just couldn't take it. What must the man do to prove to these people hes a good soul? Die again? Let another heartless elven bitch litterly cut out his heart to prove his point again? I feel so weak right now.... Eleina just appoligzed to me. That made me feel a lot better. On top of it two new folkd have just found their way to sacntuary by my hands. A half-tieling and a dwarf. The dwarven lady seems like a dear I hope I see her again soon. The tieling I'm not so sure of yet. Had some huge hound with him that had glowing red eyes. They both escaped the drow though so Tyr be praised they are away from that life. I hope they are treated equally here in sanctuary and that they will become good and just citizens......Tyr guide their minds to this path. I shall be more then happy to put this day behind me.

*On this journal entry the page is pressed fairly hard as if linda was writing very intensly*

Such arrogance! I can't believe what I heard today! I was sitting there outside the town hall when I was approached by two half orcs. One of them started to call me pretty and all of that. He totaly shocked me however when he asked me how much my fee was. He thought me a common whore! What a bastard! I told him I was no harlot and then daristin stepped in. I felt like slapping the face of that filthy half orc but my temper got the better of me and I just yelled at him telling him I was no harlot. Unbelieveable.

Strange day of occurances today. This woman named Lona came up to me and Kaddaz in the rock bottom inn. She told me that she beleived that Councilor Majre planned to murder a tigereye by the name of Miguel. She wanted us to come and prevent the murder but I decided to try and get the guard though as we are not law enforcement. The guard never responded to the call and when I talked to one of our Civil Defense League constables named Nellie she said it was out of her jurisdiction and that we needed to get the watch. When the watch did not respond Kaddaz and I decided to take matter into our own hands because we saw the councilor and a bunch of tigereyes head out of town via the eastern gate. A few seconds of conversation with Kaddaz and we agreed that the watch would probably not help us anyway in the matter since it seemed they mean to do their buisness outside the town. We made haste outside the gate and ran into the councilor. Londa was hiding from the councilor invisibly so I decided to go ahead. I saw Kendrick up on the hills and greeted him. He said he was going into the mines and I followed him saying I was going the same way. When I got into the mines however two magic eaters attacked me. I was completly alone but I managed to kill them both. I lost sight of where Ken went off to after that. Kaddaz then caught up with me in the mines and told me he believe Lona was in league with Majre and might be trying to lure us into a trap. We both decided to pull back to the town after that. It seems things are getting very dangerous for me......Tyr be with me.

Poor Tarfil. I was out on the streets outside the town hall when I over heard Private Taddle talking to Tarfil and he said something about Tarfil missing a thumb. I went over there to find out what they were talking about. Tarfil said that he didn't want to talk at the moment out in the open public so he told me and Taddle that if we wanted to find out more then to head over to the blue mushroom inn. I did so and I found out from Tarfil that he had been following the goblin known as Squeagle around. He followed Squeagle down into the gnomish tunnels but unfortuntly Squeagle caught him. He tortured poor tarfil and cut off one of his thumbs and severly cut into the hand of the other to try and find out why he was following him and who he was working for. Tarfil managed to escape but Squeagle is still at large. Damn that cursed goblin. I hope and pray to Tyr that he is brought to justice for his actions one day.

Some crazy lunitic tried to blow up the house. I couldn't believe it. I had seen him with my own eyes as I was guarding the house with many others but I didn't know he was the bomber at the time. Private Gloinar of the watch had told me that someone was trying to blow up the house and I went with him to organize folk to protect it. We setup a barricade around the house and put guards at the door including myself. I unfortuntly had to ask a man named Julian to leave as he was insisting on going to the house's upper chambers when he didn't need to. He was preventing the tigereyes and private Gloinar of the watch from making a sweep of the house so I had to ask him to leave. I heard a rumor today from a hin that helped in the defense of the house that a "Cult of the Shadows" might be behind some of the threats being made to the house. I took a group to the sewers but when we spoke with locals there they did not know anything of the cult. I hope and pray that this cult is found out before they kill more people with their pointless acts of violence.

Something is going to give and its going to give soon. I can feel it. And yet the other day ago I saw members of a friendly faction of the house fighting one another. When will we all put our petty differences aside and begin helping ourselves and the people of sanctuary and drive out these evil forces such as this hateful Valerius and the tigereyes? The tigereyes have put a bounty on the head of poor Amolef. Tyr be with Amolef and all of us in our strive to bring justice to this town for I know the forces of evil are coming but if there was ever a time to unite it is now I"m sure. We good folk of sanctuary will either unite or we will all perish one by one at the hands of this corrupt organization known as the tigereyes or as Amolef said "Should I say broken shields?".

*A fear dried tear drops can be found on this page and some of the writing bloched from it*

I can't believe it hes dead. My inspiration in this house is dead. Chell is dead. Not just my inspiration but a friend really. Why is it that I am doomed to lose all my friends so quickly in this place? Just the other day ago I was grieving the loss of Shadila and Chell's baby, then I was grieving for Shadila, and now I am grieving for Chell. He has been so supportive of me and everyone. I just can't believe I will be giving a funeral procession to him. I knew my first funeral that I would give would be tuff here but I never thought it would be this tough......