Uktar, 26th Year151, 1373 DR Entry 0001: I found the need to write down my thoughts, the few times my mind clears of the thousands of possibilities swarming my mind. I seek the cure to what ails me. Too many times now. The dream keeps improving, evolving. Soon I won't be able to remember I'm still in the dream. I can't let THEM.

Uktar 26th, Year 151, 1373 DR Entry 0002: I came upon the realization, that even upon being in a delusional creation of the mind flayers, that it still functions and exists as a reality in it's own. Being this as it is, I require trade for the things I will need to subvert the illithid control.

Uktar 26th, Year 151, 1373 DR Entry 0003: One of THEM gave me an illithid slave helmet. At the time, my mind was too out of control from delusions to know any better. No matter, with some modifications it now protects my mind from THEM.

Uktar 28th, Year 151, 1373 DR Entry 0004: Mind flayer enforcers. In here. I should have known. One has attempted on several occasions to force my protective helmet off. They will not find me so easy a target.

Uktar 29th, Year 151, 1373 DR Entry 0005: 23. That is how many of these delusional dreams of theirs I have broken. I find it strange that I have been unable to break this one yet. I fear I may not be able to. My body cries out for me to return to it. If I don't break this one soon, it may be too late.

Uktar 30th, Year 151, 1373 DR Entry 0006: I need to find out who Strangebone, and Mr. Waters are, and where to find them. Thanks to Nurtle. Lead me to Ebeneezer, Tyrell wrote the book, went to her. No good, she's with them, she knew who I was and wouldnt' help me. Need to find Strangebone or Mr. Waters...