The first thing I felt was sudden helplessness. There were no suggestions or orders. When a creature comes to this world, the feeling must be quite the same. Although this is something I still remember.

After feeling warmth, instead of what I call grey-happiness, I started to move. Hastily I looked around and saw something I knew and something which now looked new to me. The room, which was master's, was ablaze. I heard screaming from the hallway. Then I ran to the door; act of a trapped beast. I ran farther and farther, following the ones who ran ahead of me, passing them and leaving some behind. Out there, where there? The question came up to my mind again when I had already lost others and I was leaning cold stone. This unpleasant stone was better than the pleasure I had been having, the spit which was like a hook that won't release you nor pull you too deep.

I knew things but I wasn't sure how was it possible. I continued, and found the first creature I was able to talk with and moments with him calmed me down. It was peaceful. I walked to the place where I live now, thinking nothing but the calmness itself and how sweet it was. How sweet was the truth itself.