HArlstar here, using Names account for some reason...

Guys, bad news,

I overdosed on some meds and im in hospital for about a week. I am gunna be fine, i think, and right now i am awake, in a uncomfortable hospital bed, the only light sorce is the screen of my new laptop...

Well, this absolutly sucks, first day of holidays, i come home, scoff my meds in my usal emo way, took too much (BY ACCIDENT), and started vomiting about half an hour later. I actualy managed to limp my ass down the street before one of my m8s saw me and called an ambo. Very fun night, sitting here next to this mental Brittney Spears wonna-be. Wouldnt have happened if my PS2 was working, if it was, then i woulodnt have remembered the fact that i forgot to take the meds.

Well, put simply, my laptop, though it does have wireless brodband, has nowhere near enough graph detail to run NwN (sad, huh?) and thus, i'll be really actve on BG2 but i am dead to NwN for a week. Look forward to seeing more of Namesaretaken online.

I am learning tha ti can type and whisper to my Mum (the cool parent, and the only 1 that knos where i am) on my mobile at the same time... come on mum... go on MSN...

Oh, yeah, i guess i should stop typing now.. but... i dont really wonna...

Ah well, the nurse is on a druggie round, gtg for 10-15 min anyway ^u^

You are a very strange person Harlstar.

*rubs head* odd off and i am indifferent, and i am not gonna do anything about that

bored... bored... bored... bored...bored...

Can i see some sympathy please *just leaned over and chucked up... holy shoit! Carrots!* i mean, i have downed half a bottle of anti-depressants! I wonna medal!

First EfU player to RL manslaughter himself...

*hugs, comforting* damn, that's seems pretty gay >_> *seeks for Allnamestaken*

Kiddin' :P

You'll be well, and please, try and avoid slaughtering yourself, very unhealthy...

Oh, im in hospital, bonus points on my concept app!

Hehe, you're actually the first EFU player, who risk his life more then his char lol :P

alogen Hehe, you're actually the first EFU player, who risk his life more then his char lol :P

Are you -sure-?

Sympathy? Use your medication responsibly. I'm sure you scared alot of people that care about you.

-Winston

W. T. F.

I'm glad I'm currently not on duty.

yeah, dont joke about this, EFU isnt the place to get help about depression. We are all nice and stuff, but really - man, Internet is not healthy to cope with your problems- you should speak with real experts.

Dont joke about this? Who's joking dude? I am seriously here, in the Royal Childrens Hospital, in Melbourne. Amazingly, im still considered a child at the age of 15.

As for taking my meds responsibly and scaring my family, this is the second time in 4 weeks i've been hospitalised, and after keeping a total for the whole year, its around the 23rd. I am so prone to hurting myself accidentaly that you wouldnt belive it.

Btw, Linelle, you a doctor or somethin'? Is there a way to fix this faster, i wonna go home >.>

[quote="Mort"]yeah, dont joke about this, EFU isnt the place to get help about depression. We are all nice and stuff, but really - man, Internet is not healthy to cope with your problems- you should speak with real experts.

I know, and i dont want help with my depression, there is nothing to do here, and my "room mate" is some phycopathic 16 year old who trys to look and act like Spears or Christina Agulara or *thinks of other famouse blondes* and so i am doing forum stuff and dreaming of actualy playing Nwn sometime this week >.>

As for speaking with "real experts", how do you think i got the anti-depressants in the first place. I am sure they arnt some over-the-counter drug like panadol, dude.

*watches the two kids banging wheel-chairs into eachother and thinks of pressing the nurse button. Then stops and watches two ten year olds injure themselves futher by crashing their wheelchairs into eachother.* i think i just found something to do...

i mean, i have downed half a bottle of anti-depressants! I wonna medal!

Yeah, sorry kid. I accidentally overdosed on painkillers once when I had THREE wisdom teeth all badly needing extraction at the same time. I hadn't kept track of just how long/regularly I'd been taking them while waiting for the dentist to be willing to see me. And I ended up in hospital at 3am after vomiting blood. And you know what? I got no sympathy, and no medals, I just got called a f**ing idiot by every single person who cared. Because they cared. And they were damn right.

So no, no medals. Be more careful or you'll end up worse off than this.

Get well soon.

Yeah get well soon alright and just be more careful in the future.

[quote="spawnofweevil"]

I just got called a f**ing idiot by every single person who cared. Because they cared. And they were damn right.

Welcome to my world.

I still wonna medal.

Haha, my friends think they're funny!

They called me on my mobile and said they'd all bring me something to do and all of 'em brought me a f**king yoyo. So i am sitting here next to about 8 yoyos.

Someone please, give me my Ipod.

the REAL namesaretaken here-

This is the conversation that took place when i showed up at the hospital to see Harlstar:

H: What the hell are you doin' here? N: Do i need a reason? H: Yes. N: Very cute. What the f**k did ya do anyway? H: Drugged up N: What the f**k!? H: You shouldnt swear [name withheld] N: You arnt Mum, you cant tell me to do sh*t H: Im older, bigger and *coughs* not stronger at the moment...

Then it leaned into me using the new laptop.

Alright, im expecting this to get locked soon, but this is something i NEED to say:

As soon as i got in the hospital, they asked me what i was alergic to, "pennicilan" (sorry about spelling, its like stuff in strong pannadol)

And what did the dumbasses here do? The they gave me pennicilan, didnt they?

*mutters about Australian doctors* death of us all, i swear!