[A small black book containing wrinkled pages and various smudges, a particularly dated page, in what looks to be wrecked and sloppy writing, perhaps a chids] Today was great!
spent the morning learning of Vergadain with Mah, then started wandering around the house looking at antiques and trying to figure their value. Spent a good four hours in the mines. Scary in there. I don't like it. Sunduhk got his face burned when they hit a gas pocket. Four died in a cave in. I can't stand it here...
[a number of pages ahead, the handwriting slightly less sloppy] Found this book under the bed. Mine work is done. The raids have increased. Mah is still greifed over Pah's death in the mine. She's acting as strong a duerra, but everyone knows she's in a bad way. Whole party was lost. Most of the males. Supposedly they struck Adamantite, though Sunduhk was likely just tugging my beard. Took up post on the wall, keeps trying to get me in. Probably have to, soon. Things are getting bad quick. Runnin'g low on food and the raids are getting wor-[A quick jagged line along the page]
[Even further ahead, handwriting worse and sloppy]
Dead. I watched 'em die. The Cap'n and I were on Wall duty, and a goddamn arrow hit 'em in the throat. Eyes buldged an' he just collapsed. My fourth week on the wall after training, and the cap's already gone. Sunduhk's feckin' glowin' like a golden over his promotion though. Tha eyes though. Blungin' out of 'es head and he didn't scream. Jest stared at me wide eyed an' collapsed. Gone.
[A large number of pages ahead] I'm leaving. I have nothing left here. Nothing at all. Sunduhk, head cleaved off. Mah's shop was ransacked and robbed. Two thirds of tha wall is destroyed, and most of the lads dead. Feckin' Massacre. They blew up the wall with charges in tha middle of the night. Hid like a bloody ratling using the gift and laid down by a pile of corpses from me mates. Rounded up most of the women and children in the middle of the outpost. Figured they was taking slaves. Butchered them all. They all died. That massive crowd, none could escape. Trapped by their friends and family. Crowd...
[The pages are continued to be filled with thoughts] Left the outpost. Joined up with that gnome on his caravan as a guard. I sell the goods from raiding Orrog and Bugbear fer a small markup. Merchanting is where I belong. Getting better with my weapon, still best hidin' behind a shield though. Todark is my last ride. Got enough goods to start fresh, and at the next outpost I get off. Duergar Mine. Just like home...
[The most recent page] Arrived in some backwater hole called Sanctuary while looking for Grunstubhle and was robbed by a raiding group of feckin' Orrogs. Escaped with the Gift, but tha goods were lost. Gobs and Orcfilth and believe it or not, feckin' paleskins. Shields. In tha dark. Tryin' to drink with me. Sickening. Lazy cowards stand around bickering about their pasts while drinking when they should be off working. Lazy Drunkards. All they are. Merchant work is progressing nicely. Forming a group to work for me. Humans. Soft and frilly. Need 'em fer business though. claim i'm "too rough". Pfah. Sonia could come in handy if I find research, and ah'm looking to get on that import business the constable was on about. Working on getting a building in Lower, and was offered a job working security at the crone. May see about organizin' shit as long as I don't have ta deal with the crowds. Last time I worked security everyone died...