Dear Journal,
Grrr! I dremt about him again! Tarnis Westwind is always in my dreams. Weither is killing me , or hitting me , he can kill me in one blow and it annoys the HECK out of me! Im trying to shake it off , because when I tried to defend that helpless goblin , He said he had no friends.
That goblin was annoying just a little...But he didn't do anything to anybody...Thats before HE HIT MY ENTIRE PARTY WITH A FIREBALL!!!
Yondalla has blessed me to see my deaths once I am rezed. So far Ive died...about five or six times. Tree times I died fighting undead! GRRR! Then once from that fireball the goblin threw at me. I cant remember any times else , so I guess just four really.
Im confused now...Tarnis a friend , or foe?? Is Tash (If I ever see him again) a ally or enemy?? Im even starting to question Wilimek now , WHICH I CANT!! I find myself playing with my necklace the more I think about him.
Questions
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Is the goblin really evil?
Is Tarnis going to kill me?
Is Tash going to return?
Is Wilimek ever going to ask that ONE question?
Am I going to die , and this time be lost forever?
Am I acted stupid?
Ugh...the fourth question has been burned in my mind ever sense he told me he loved me. Im kind of scared for him to ask , but kinda jumpy for him too. Whoah whoah! Just remembered...Im supposed to marry some knight person...
Maybe Wilimek will be the knight! Wait a second...OF COURSE! He already IS the knight! He has saved my life more then a just a few times!! Does that really mean Im supposed to marry him? Im not sure...But I hope so!
But enough about Wilimek. (Actually I cant get enough of Wilimek...)
Lucien Deauxfortes...there is a subject. I had another dream about him too. I dream about alot of people..Its scary.
But me and him were near town hall. Wilimek , Belial , Delly , Lisha , Layla , Sindel (HATE HER! Ill tell you why later) , Kard , Suppi , and Delor were all standing there watching us. Wilimek had a smile on his face as he looked at me. Lucien came charging at me and we engaged in a battle. I had my same daggers..but my armor was different. I somehow SLID under between his legs and FLIPPED up to avoid an attack! Just then , a bunch of goldens came charging at me from behind. But , Wilimek jumped out , and killed them ALL in ONE HIT each! Ahhh...my knight. Anyways! So Lucien came at me and whipped me real hard , and everyone was glaring at him , enraged. Wilimek kissed me on the cheek for a breif moment , and I was healed again!! Lucien started going for Wilimek , but instead , when he was running , focused on Wilimek , I stuck my dagger out and gutted the man. He fell on his knees , and died. Me and my friends who were at the scene of the battle went and had a party down in the grotto of the Rock. Belial actually carried me on his shoulders!! During the middle of the celebration , Wilimek pulled me into one of the meeting rooms. He gave me a extremely passionate kiss , and asked me to marry him!
But then I woke up...gr!
So , about Sindel. I really dislike her! In all the groups Im in , if she is there , I get almost completely ignored. She is bard , so she can pick locks and see traps too. And have spells...AND have potions. But , I will say something important , like I cant disable the trap. They sit there for two minutes then ask me "Saroki , why isn't the trap off??" Grrr!!!
Well..I guess thats my life...and the events I left out of my journal.
Tarnis..
Wilimek..
If either of you ever get onto my journal , know this.
Tarnis , The first time I ever saw you , you were walking through the sanctuary gates while I was with Janus. I thought you looked like a brave warrior , strong and proud. But then I had the dream.
I was scared , so I didn't want to be around. Im starting to feel you dont want to kill me , but you 'need' me. To help you control your temper. Im sorry for any sorrow I caused you.
Wilimek, I love you with all my heart , and nothing can change that.
I remember the first time I saw you , too. Standing there , smiling to yourself. You said you charmed snakes out of their skin for the pelts...hehehe. I hope oneday we get married.
Well...Thats everything I can think of. Hmm....Lucien...grrr...
[small mark in blood that looks like a S , but with a snake tongue.]